Mad and Hurt

Hello Friends,

Let me begin by saying that this is going to be a lengthy post. I have things to say, things that need to be said, so I am using this forum to do just that.

This is about me, Teddy Bear, my success, my job, WA, Kyle, and people who want to hurt others. I totally expect this post to be taken down very quickly, but maybe some of my words will be seen and heard. If not, I'll do it again until my voice is heard. If not here, you can check it out on my website, mycoolaffiliate.com or over at my job. But I will be heard!

It's been a while since I posted anything here at WA. There's a reason for that and I am going to tell you why. I am PISSED and I am HURT!!!

I read your blogs and I comment about your success and your happiness, well not so much anymore. I guess that I have been taking my anger and pain out on all the wrong people. The ones that are responsible for my absence, are the owners, well, one owner in particular.

Let me explain...

I read every day about your successes, your pain, your ups and downs, your questions, your happiness and your life in general. And that is all good, I used to enjoy it very much. But that has changed. Now, I find myself dreading the time that I will sit down and start reading. I no longer feel that I do this as a privilege, but as something that needs to be done.

I am getting in front of myself, let me restart.

As most of you know, I am now working with Chris Scott, a.k.a. The Teddy Bear at WM 101. I have become very successful in this line of work. Bear has taught me sooo much, I can hardly believe that I am where I am now. He has taught us all a lot, and many of you have walked on his goodness and kindheartedness. Shame on you!!

Just about a week ago, I received a PM from Kyle that accused me of spamming and promoting another platform here within WA, a platform that I was 'involved' with. It was also stated that this kind of action would, or could, cost me my posting privileges. I do not recall promoting anything!!! I was only talking about my SUCCESS, and my good FORTUNE. This hurt me very deeply at the time and confused me as well. So much so, that I was unable to respond to this PM. I am never at a loss for words. Then, I got mad, really mad!!!

It's OK if I write a blog about my success with Amazon, Share-A-Sale, etc. But it is not okay if I write about my success with Teddy Bear and the money that I make there and the Mentoring that I get from working hand-in-hand with Bear and our company. I am not promoting or selling you anything. I am simply making a comment about how great my life has become since joining WA, and consequently meeting Bear and becoming involved with his, our company and becoming very successful!!

I was under the impression that we are encouraged to write about these things and to share our good fortune with others, and be happy for our friends as they become successful as well. I guess maybe I am wrong, but were you not under the same impression?!?! Is that not what a "SUCCESS POST" or comments are all about? Again, I am confused.

I left WA for a short period of time not too long ago before all this crap started. I didn't have the time that I used to have to be a part of the community and to do the training like I did before. So, I thought that I would take a break and come back at a later time. That did not last long. When Chris, 'Teddy Bear' found out that I had chosen to leave, he instantly insisted that I come back immediately! He was adamant that I should be here honing my skills and following the training. Hell, he has even offered to pay my membership, not for just a month, but for a year!! It was that important to him that I not leave. His main concern is for me, my well-being and my success. He wants my website to be just as successful and monetized as his, ours is. Therefore, I should be a part of WA as well as 101.

Now that I am on the subject, Bear is getting a pretty rotten deal here at WA as well. After all this crap started, and after he created the 7 Membership Training's, he has been blocked from WA. Yep, it's true. Those training's, which have been activated and deactivated, up and down, like a Jack-in-the-Box, were created to teach YOU how to build a Membership site that would bring in revenue for YOU. Not me, not him, not anyone except YOU!! What happened?? All the training was taken down and no one benefited. Hopefully, they will be activated again and left where they belong. It took a lot of time and effort to create all of that and put here at WA for YOUR benefit. I know, because I was a part of that operation too. But, there were a few that saw it as spam or promotion and it was taken down. It would really be nice if certain people would tend to their own business and stay out of others. And NOT to start vicious rumors and lies. You know who you are.

Bear has only tried to give you the tools that you needed to make yourself a more successful person than you already are. To help you along with the training that you get here at WA. And that is the thanks that he gets for trying to do good for others. It sucks!!! I work daily with Bear, and he never tries to take anything or anybody away from WA. If anything, he tries to get people to be a part of the platform here at WA. Kyle does a wonderful job teaching here at WA, and Bear does a wonderful job Mentoring. He has only tried to give and make things better for everyone! Because of all this, Bear will not be a staple here at WA anymore. Do you blame him? His feelings are hurt by all of this too.

Anyway, because of all the unfounded negativity, accusations, unfairness and skepticism of the past few weeks, I have become disenchanted with WA. I no longer post, comment, get involved, or talk with my friends here. That is just really sad. I thought this was a community of people who cared for one another and what happened in our lives. I find that not to be the case. My rank is falling, my writing is suffering, my site is looking very sloppy, I am feeling very foolish, and I have stopped my training. This is all because of the jealousy of a few who know no better. I feel sorry for those who are in this category. Why can't everyone just play nice and get along?? Why do those few bad apples have to ruin the whole basket for those like me? And yes, I am not the only one that feels this way. I get PM's everyday on this subject. Let's just say that the past few weeks have taught me a lot and have opened my eyes to some facts that are not flattering.

So, with all that has happened, you probably won't be seeing me around as much as you used too. I have to step back and take stock of everything that has happened and re-evaluate my reasons for being a part of this 'great community', It's not looking so good right now. That makes me sad. I really loved it here at WA, but it seems that a lot of things have changed. Not necessarily for the good.

Before I go, I want to say, because I see the wheels turning, that nobody asked, encouraged, or expected me to write this post. This is all of my own doing. I know of one person that will probably be very upset with me...Bear. I am sure that if this had been discussed between the two of us, he would have told me not to do it. But, I seem to do what I want to do, and this needed to be done.

My shoulders feel a bit lighter now, my world seems to be back in focus. Maybe I will feel different after I sleep on this for a few hours. I certainly hope so. I don't like being upset and confused over things that are not what they seem to be. I just hope that this has brought a bit of clarity to the surface. It may very well cost me a high price. I hope that it has not been in vain.

I hope that I will see you all soon. I guess time will tell if this comes down or if I get banned for a while. I will deal with whatever the consequences.

Thanks for reading...

G'Night,

Tammi

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