Off again, on again, cannot make up my mind again. In reality, my mind was made up to leave, I even cancelled my subscription back in January. Then after deciding to leave, cancel the subscription etc, I felt bad. Why? I felt bad because of the great community of helping affiliates here at WA. How can one leave this?
I had been quite down. As I have related different times to different ones, my children were calling me a recluse. I was unwilling to get involved; in fact, I guess one might even say I had slipped into a depression, but was unwilling to recognize it. Anyway my time here was very therapeutic. It helped me open up, and I did not want to leave that. I reconsidered departing figuring that was the remedy, it was not. You see I was still having to do the one thing I detest more than anything else and that is write. I despise writing and I realized as the lessons were going on the amount of writing I would have to do. Quite a dilemma, a community that I did not want to leave, and work involved that I really did not want to do.
This problem became resolved after resubscribing at the end of January. During this last month because of the positive influence here at WA, I have become or becoming involved in these areas: become a volunteer at the home where Janet resides, getting involved at a local seniors leisure center, as well becoming involved in my local church. These I was refusing to do until now.
My time at WA has been a very positive one. A positive achievement for me. An experience I will always remember but not one that I am willing to stay with. To remain after the end of January was right for me, because I had not realized what I should do. My leaving was right just the wrong time. Having realized the steps that I should take now I can leave. Yes, I am leaving a very positive helpful community, but I am entering another community where I can help others and this on a face to face basis, not just an internet community. This step I would not have been able to take if it was not for you here at WA.
Now concerning the program, I have not seen one as good anywhere. If my desire was based in money, this would be my choice and if I am talking to any who are looking for a good home based business, especially an on line business, I would and will suggest WA..
I leave saying Thank you to Kyle, Carson, and all WA for making this such a positive experience for me
Sorry for the inconsistency the last couple of weeks. All I can say is
PS: If in fact things change, and I feel I can handle it I would like to try and return at end of August or later.