Difference Between Night and Day
Before I went to work this morning I felt lost and like a massive part of me was missing. This actually made me feel sad and because I have a lot of different things going on at the moment and I really could not put my finger on what was bothering me most.
This was just exactly how I felt this morning, but I did not know what was hurting the most. I didn't want to blog or do a post or even answer others. I just felt numb.
Anyway I went to work, thinking that I was never going to make it to the end of just a four hour shift, but with a heavy heart I made it and felt a lot better for doing it.
Tonight though I feel a lot better, still not sure why I felt the way I did this morning but there are things I need to get sorted in my head and I will get there eventually.
So I am going to leave you all with a happy thought after sharing my doom and gloom from this morning.
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Thanks Gaylene.
How are you doing, I haven't seen you in ages or spoken to you either. I hope you are well and enjoying life. XXX
I've been busy for the past 4 months with the Elections here in New Zealand, I'm pleased to say we won! Now that that is all over I can focus on building my online business. I'm pleased to say, that while I've been gone, my website has continued to generate income.
I'm looking forward to catching up with others in the community as well. I hope you're doing well Cherly. Have a blessed day :-)
That was worth working for then Gaylene and congratulations on the win. That is so good that you were still generating that income while you were tied up with other things. It will be nice to see you back here beside us again.
I think you will have a lot of catching up to do and I don't know how much you know about all the things that have been going on recently, lets just say it's been fun and games lol.
Welcome back and so nice to see you again. xxxxx
IDK either :D
I get that feeling once in a while. You have the blues and you don't know why especially that lost feeling.
I wonder if it's maybe being tired or overwhelmed.
I'm glad you feel better :)
Hi Vera, oh no wait it is Patsy
Oh dear I wonder who knows then what IDK stands for as I don't know either.
It is a horrible feeling to get Patsy and especially when you feel that lost way and you can't function, you go through the day on autopilot. The best thing I did was go into work as I had to think about something else and I was kept going. It didn't take my mind of things completely but I wasn't able to just dwell on what was going on.
I think it is just a complete mixture of an whole number of things that have happened recently and the loss of a really good friend that I had here who has just disappeared into thin air.
Thanks Patsy, so do I. xxxxx
Haha Vera, Patsy doesn't matter ;)
Your good friend here has disappeared?
PM me please, I may be able to help.
Hi Cheryl, thanks for sharing..remember the old saying..Keep smiling and one day life will get tired of upsetting you...Keep smiling :)
Hi Anthony, I have never heard that one before but I am going to copy it and paste it so I can keep it.
Thank you and smiling this morning. xxxx
Hey Cheryl,
I felt that way yesterday. Sad about missing Dad, sad that my Mom is so depressed missing Dad, sad that my health is still messed up and preventing me from doing so much, sad that my husband is worried about money and feels like he should get another job but already working 11 hours per day right now. He isn't getting paid for 11 hours per day though since the state is in a budget crises so he is getting "flex time" for the extra hours. I have also been bummed at losing so many friends here at WA...so many leaving or getting banned lately.
I am glad you felt a little better later. I hope you are even happier now!
Jessica
Hi Jessica, so sorry to hear that you felt the same way and it is hard sometimes to see a way through although you do know that you will get there. Tell your husband not to get too down or it will start to affect his health too if it hasn't already, it is not his fault that the state is in a budget crisis. That is a shame that he is working the extra hours and not being paid. Taking another job is not a wise idea either. Sorry that your health is still not 100% Jessica but take it easy and you will get there slowly but surely. You are there for your mum though Jessica and you will both get through the loss of your dad together but it will take time. Does she like to talk about him as sometimes that can be the best healer.
I know exactly what you mean though as well about people leaving and people getting banned recently, I have lost two really good friends that I had here and one I have tried to get hold of but he just seems to have disappeared into thin air and that is really getting to me. The other I do have contact with.
Thanks Jessica, I do feel better today. xxxx
I think IDK means "I Do Know" .
And I do know- there's an answer earlier- "It hurts because it matters":)
You are so right there Vera, it does hurt because it matters. I will get there though. xxxx
OML that's a good one! Glad you made it through the day. When I feel down for no apparent reason I remind myself that I'll just get through the day and I WILL feel better tomorrow after a good nights sleep. It's usually true!
Erica
Glad you liked it Erica, I really need the four hours at work to refocus and it did help me. I did feel better as the day went on thankfully and you are right I do feel better this morning after a good nights sleep.
Thanks Erica. xxxxx
That's Awesome Chery!
Thank you for sharing my Friend!
I don't know what IDK means either, please let us all know when you find out!
Tony
Awww Tony, I was hoping you would know what IDK means as I am totally stumped too. I will put my thinking cap on and see if I can find out. May be interesting though lol. xxxx
Oh well then Tony, if Google doesn't know then we must be screwed. We have no chance of finding out now then.
Someone must know what IDK means somewhere. xxx
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keep your head high and tomorrow is a new day
Hi Nick, thank you very much and you are right. I am now at tomorrow and it is a new and better day. My head is high to day. xxxx