OMG Does it ever end?

So, yesterday you "saw" me pulling my hair out. This is me today:

I have felt from the beginning that this is where I'm supposed to be. This is what I'm supposed to be doing.

Every time I turn around there seems to be some type of road BUMP popping up. I'm sure most have heard of speed bumps. When I lived in Baltimore I saw that MD takes it to the extreme. They have mini hills!

And this is what it feels like I keep hitting.

It took me a week to set up my paypal account. We had moved but I forgot to change the address at my bank so they couldn't verify me. I had to send in supporting docs.

Now paypal says if there are no funds in your bank acct then funding requests will be taken from your secondary source. Which is what I wanted since my sister was paying for my 1st month. Well, paypal didn't and caused my checking acct to be overdrawn.

Well, it's not that much in the negative but it might as well be.

I have been on a yoyo between the bank and paypal ever since I opened my paypal. Somehow the bank keeps declining the transaction and returning the payment and charging me NSF fees. It happened again today. Now the bank is refusing to refund the fee for the 4th time. I tried explaining to the woman (the supervisor I had to request) that this is a result of all the previous errors. I finally had to hang up on her because I was crying.

My paypal acct is going to be messed up if I don't find a way to sort this out and then paypal won't do business with me. They've all ready paid WA and now want their money, understandably.

This is on top of all the other issues happening. You get to a point where you start to question if you're on the right path. I'm getting very tired.

I haven't lost my sense of humor I guess.

I need to regroup.

I've been crying off and on all day since I got off the phone with the bank. All I can do is shake my head.

I have been through a lot in my life. I have managed to keep it together because I have always felt I didn't have a choice. There comes a time though when enough is enough all ready.

Thank you for listening to my little pity party. :)