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Life can really suck sometimes!
adamleo
Published on July 3, 2012
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What do you do when you feel like everything is against you?? Ok, so I'm gonna have a bit of a sob here...I'm not looking for sympathy.. I just need to get this off my chest.
Over the past few weeks, I've literally gotten nowhere. I've actually gone backwards..
About 3 weeks ago I had a heap of bills come rolling in.. just the usual.. mortgage, house insurance, rates etc etc. That alone came to about 3 grand.. then on top of that, our septic trench decided that it had had enough shit (literally) and we had to pay a plumber to dig it all up and replace the trench, There goes another $2000. Then on top of that, I go to bed the other night and the TV in our room decided to chuck in the towel. Still haven't replaced that... much to my wife's dismay.
In about three weeks I have to travel away from home to attend a 4 week course for work which is going to cost me another heap of money.. they are paying for my accommodation.. thank god, but I have to foot the rest (travel and food). By the way this is all money that we just don't have.
How the hell do you pay for stuff when you haven't got the money.. I'm starting to feel depression kicking in again... big-time.
On top of all this I've had to work heaps of overtime at work to try and bring in some money to pay for all this crap, so I've had no time to do much online. I started my personal blog and have only been able to write one lousy post.
With the stress and desperation for money at the moment, every-time I do get a chance to sit down at the computer to do some work on my blog, my mind is just blank. All I can think about is how I'm going to pay for everything and that I need money now and not in a years time.
I've had to hit the oldies up to borrow some cash to get us through (which I hate doing). The money still needs to get paid back.
My biggest problem is that I so badly want to change my life, but I keep sinking deeper and deeper into this huge ass rut. Not getting anywhere. Life sucks at the moment.
I just don't see the light at the end of the tunnel... I've thought about selling the house and getting out of debt so I can sleep a little easier, but Krys(my wife) isn't too keen on the idea. I'm sick and tired of worrying about money. I need some help, I just don't know where to turn or what to do anymore. All this is affecting my productivity online.
I know making it online isn't going to happen overnight, and i don't expect it to. But its getting to the point now where if I don't do the overtime at work, and come home to do some work online, Krys is like "babe...we need money now.. not later."
What do you do....??? Life can really suck sometimes
If you read all of this I'd just like to say sorry for having a big sob and taking up your valuable time.. Like I said, I needed to get this off my chest.
Over the past few weeks, I've literally gotten nowhere. I've actually gone backwards..
About 3 weeks ago I had a heap of bills come rolling in.. just the usual.. mortgage, house insurance, rates etc etc. That alone came to about 3 grand.. then on top of that, our septic trench decided that it had had enough shit (literally) and we had to pay a plumber to dig it all up and replace the trench, There goes another $2000. Then on top of that, I go to bed the other night and the TV in our room decided to chuck in the towel. Still haven't replaced that... much to my wife's dismay.
In about three weeks I have to travel away from home to attend a 4 week course for work which is going to cost me another heap of money.. they are paying for my accommodation.. thank god, but I have to foot the rest (travel and food). By the way this is all money that we just don't have.
How the hell do you pay for stuff when you haven't got the money.. I'm starting to feel depression kicking in again... big-time.
On top of all this I've had to work heaps of overtime at work to try and bring in some money to pay for all this crap, so I've had no time to do much online. I started my personal blog and have only been able to write one lousy post.
With the stress and desperation for money at the moment, every-time I do get a chance to sit down at the computer to do some work on my blog, my mind is just blank. All I can think about is how I'm going to pay for everything and that I need money now and not in a years time.
I've had to hit the oldies up to borrow some cash to get us through (which I hate doing). The money still needs to get paid back.
My biggest problem is that I so badly want to change my life, but I keep sinking deeper and deeper into this huge ass rut. Not getting anywhere. Life sucks at the moment.
I just don't see the light at the end of the tunnel... I've thought about selling the house and getting out of debt so I can sleep a little easier, but Krys(my wife) isn't too keen on the idea. I'm sick and tired of worrying about money. I need some help, I just don't know where to turn or what to do anymore. All this is affecting my productivity online.
I know making it online isn't going to happen overnight, and i don't expect it to. But its getting to the point now where if I don't do the overtime at work, and come home to do some work online, Krys is like "babe...we need money now.. not later."
What do you do....??? Life can really suck sometimes
If you read all of this I'd just like to say sorry for having a big sob and taking up your valuable time.. Like I said, I needed to get this off my chest.
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