Giving Up

I have spent 7 months off and on here and spent $400 for nothing. I went
through almost 3 of the trainings and I built a website and did 7
different articles... then things happened in my life. I was very
busy... I went overseas, I had to go to the East Coast, I started a non
profit, I have to leave soon to graduate in a different state... I
haven't been able to use this platform the way that I wanted to and now I
am disappointed because it's either all or nothing. I am not one to
give up- it has taken me 10 years to complete my degree, it took me 4
years to get to the point of starting a non profit and many other
things... but they wont let you pause on WA- you either have your sh**
together 24/7, your active and post and pay the $50 a month or $300
something per year or you just have to throw your money away... at least
they get their money either way? I couldn't get anything out of this
because life happens and it messy and complicated at times...
disappointing... I am sick of throwing away soon to be $600 this year
becuase I couldnt keep up with everything in life.