My Final Goodbye
This is my final goodbye. I am going to miss everyone here in the WA community. I just wanted to let you all that physically I am fine. It is mentally that I am having the hard time. You all know that I have been depressed for a while now.
And it is not getting better but I am working on it very hard. I am terribly sorry that I have not got the chance to answer everybody responses from my last blog. I got so many responses from many members who have love and supported me through my trials with this.
I am going to miss everyone here. If anyone wants my personal email please PM me and I will give it to you so we can stay in touch with each other. I am going to close my account by midnight tomorrow night.
As far as me coming back I don't know yet I have made that decision yet. But right now I don't think that I will be coming back. My mental health is not in the best shape and I need the time to heal and get my mental health back on track. I am going through a melt down and I can't concentrate on my business.
It is not fair to my audience because I have many thoughts on what to write about. I just can 't write it down on paper right now. I can't see to be able to do anything right now. It is not fair to keep them wondering when the new material is coming. I have worked hard on my site but I in conscience continue to do this.
I just can't do anything right now because I am not focusing on my business. I am sad to be leaving WA and this great community but I have to to get back on track so I am working hard to accomplished that right now.
Things are out of sorts for me right now. I am moderly to severally depress. so I am going to my doctor and I am going to work very hard to get my life together. That is why I am offering to give my personal email address out so I can keep in touch with all my friends. If you would like to keep in touch with me just PM me and I will give my email to you.
I am so grateful that I met all of you. You all have become more then just friends you all have become a part of my family. I am going to miss all of you and I love all of you. I wanted to say goodbye in a different way.
You are all special to me and I want to wish everyone the best in this business and an on your journey with WA. You all will be in my heart and I will think of all of you now and forever. You are all apart of my life. This business has taught me alot and I can do things that I never thought that I can do.
You all will be successful in this business don't every give up or quit. You keep on going in the bad times as well as the great times. Because you just don't know what is around the corner for you.
Thank you for everything I won't forget any of you Good bye my friends. Best wishes to all of you.
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Sorry to see you go. Continue to take good care of yourself and keep the faith and be strong. Best of luck to you in whatever you do.
Hi Mary
Look well after yourself!
Please go watch this clip, then watch it again! ;-)
https://blog.mindvalley.com/self-confidence/
And always PLEASE remember that you are special and that YOU are enough!
eHugs
Sharlee (Chocolate IceCream)
Thank you Sharlee I really appreciate that for your kind words and I will watch the video and check it out.
Mary
I want to encourage you to seek help, my dear. My psychiatrist brother once told me that mental illness is the same as the physical one, but better in that it does not kill, except of course the patient commit suicide. He said the worse is that people often leave it too late to seek help. And don't forget the spiritual side of help too. Prayer, music (classical and hymnals), and being positive can work tremendously.
I pray like everyone here for total healing for you in body, mind, and spirit. Amen and Amen.
I want to thank you for your advice I appreciate that so very much. I do have the help I had talked with my therapy already and she left a note for my psychiatrist so we are all working together. So I am fine in that department. I don't know what will be done but I am hoping for the best.
And as far as the spiritual side of things everyone is praying and I am trying to read my bible as much as I can but right now I can't concentrate so I don't know what I can do about that.
But the music I am listening to that I have that on my phone so that works out for me perfectly.
Mary
Thank you, my friend, I will miss you all. Best wishes to you in all your endeavors with WA.
Mary
Thank you so very much and I am missing you all it won't be the same but I have to do this.
Mary
I sure do wish you the best, my dear. I hope you get things sorted out and get back to health. We will miss you at WA.
Thank you, Fran. I really appreciate the kind words and I am working on getting things worked out. It is just going to take time but it will get done. I am missing everyone right now and I haven't even left yet.
Mary
I sincerely hope you get things turned around. I know it's tough and you are doing the right thing by getting treatment. We will all miss you here at WA.
God speed, I know you will be ok!
Cal
Thank you, Cal, yes I am making the right decision. It was a hard decision but it had to made. I will be fine I just have to get back on track and when I do then things will be fine again,
Thank you for your kind words I appreciate it
Mary
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Your well being is the top priority. Always take care of YOU, then handle whatever else when you can.
We are here if or when you return.
Bless you, on your journey. My brother has PTSD and my sister & son are both bipolar. I wish you peace & success in your healing process.
Take care,
Gwendolyn J