Depression bipolar and PTSD is rearing its head
This is an unual blog because I am talking about mental illness today because many of you know that I have depression, bipolar, and PTSD. I am so sorry that I haven't been really active lately because it has been rearing it ugly head. I have been having a hard time and I haven't been working because of it or even blogging.
My doctor say it has to do with the change of weather which it does because the weather does have an effect on bipolar patiences along with depression as far as the PTSD is concern it just jumps on the wagon for the ride.
It is hard to describe how it feels because you really don't feel anything just going through the motions. It is hard to come of it but I am coming out of it because of my medication. My doctor and therapist already know and I just have to continue what I am doing. It could be worse but it is not.
I just wanted to touch base and let everyone know why I haven't been on lately or posting any blogs. My rank has suffered because of it too. But I am not worry because I am focussing on my site more so then anything else.
Right now I am not feeling anything because I can't I am just going through the motions like I said earlier in my post. The one thing is I am always good at being postive and encouraging and inspiring to others but I am not for myself and that is one thing that I have to work for me.
I am happy for others and I am happy to encourage others because I love and enjoy helping others that is the key to our business. What I am saying that I can't help myself. I never could and I am in the process of changing that because I am working on helping me. I have to because having mental illness is not easy to deal with.
People in general don't understand mental illness at all. They put a stigma on people with mental illness and they shouldn't. If you want to know something ask questions because that is how we learn. Please don't put a stigma on people with mental illness. It makes the illness worse.
And we shouldn't judge people with mental illness. Like I said ask questions that will help you understand about mental illness. I am challenging anyone here at WA to ask questions to help you understand about mental illness.
If I don't have the answer I will find out the answe for you. And one more thing don't ever be afraid of mental illness. There is nothing to be afraid of just the not knowing is cause of fear. But knowing is half the battle.
I will encourage questions and comments about this subjects because knowing is half the battle. Thank you in advance for your questions and comments. I appreciate your concern and your love and your support. You are my WA family and you all needed to know what is going on.