RAW WARNING Uncensored My Poem

bykimpotts

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10 years ago

Stuck, f#@ked, in my mind of muck

Tumbling, falling losing control
Down the rabbit hole don’t know where Im to go.
“Should” it be here, or “should” it be there?
Don’t really know don’t really care!

That’s a lie! NO ITS NOT
Life in my head is a f#@king knot
My battle is raging, a full on war
Food is my enemy and winning the score

How do I plan a major attack?
How do I stand tall and fight back?
My enemy is strong, and determined to win
Surrounding and crushing the life force within.

I feel defeated frustrated and pissed off
That Im back in this same familiar pile of muck.
I can hear a tiny voice from deep within
LOVE is the answer and where to begin.
I don’t wanna hear, I block my ears
I don’t believe, and I don’t care .

My little one is angry and feeling broken
Stubborn, strong and very out spoken
Back and fighting the same old war
The battle raging inside even more

How do I surrender? When “I” want to win
Dammed if you don’t dammed if you’re in.
The war inside can only rage on
When there are 2 willing parties playing along.

STOP THIS GAME, this battle this war
Be open to love and ready to explore.
The mind is a powerful thinking tool
It can destroy many a fool

NOW you decide is this battle done
Right here, right now, make you number 1
This present moment is as it seems
The past is gone, the future a dream

I am open, I am one
The power of present, is second to none
Patients, kindness and a burning desire
Will help build a loving bomb fire
To keep my fire burning and bright
Stoke it with love each and every night

I am now almost done
The battle is subsiding, could I have won?
Is life about winning or losing the game

Or is it about “BEING” or am I insane?