These Are The Blackest Days Of My Life

Last Update: April 23, 2018

My dear family, disaster has struck me down. Things were improving and my energy was slowly growing, with each day on the Keto diet.

Then lightning struck. My youngest daughter called me late at night and told me her mother, my former wife Khadija, the forever passion of my life, had died!

I knew she was suffering from lungcancer that had metastased. Yet I was beyond devastated. She will be buried the day after tomorrow.

Right now, surviving the grief that's shaking me to the core, and trying to comfort my daughters, is all the work I can do. Those of you who pray, please pray for Khadija.

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Swangirl Premium
I am so very sorry Goran. I am glad you have your children though. I am glad you have each other. I hope things look up for you eventually.

Best wishes and good thoughts,
buffetearns Premium
I do not pray enough Goran - I will pray for you and your family at this time, when times are so challenging!

I wish you lots of peace my friend!

edensbox Premium
I am praying for strength for your family to be able to get through this. Let gods hands hold you and keep you safe during your time of sadness. Realy on him in your time of need!

I am divorced and would be devastated should my ex-dies. I completely understand what you are going through.

Here for you, if you need someone to talk to!
DebbieRose Premium
My condolences on the passing of your former wife. My prayers are with all your family as you deal with your grief.
sdawson Premium
Yes, I will pray for you and your family. Remember you are still here and you need to take care of yourself for your daughters. Sorry you are having to deal with this grief. - shirley