Sometimes It's Hard To Take My Own Advice

Here I am into my 2nd month & $90.00 as a Premium Member of WA as of 2/15/16 & I've hit a Granite wall. No!! not a brick wall. I have hit one made of solid granite. I'm frustrated at the look of my website. I look at fellow members websites here & they are beautiful, professional looking & I know you all are getting traffic to say the least. I also know you all have the same wordpress, themes & training at your finger tips that I do, but one thing I don't have is creativity. Not to toot my own horn, but I'm a pretty darn good drummer & singer. I've had the pleasure of playing with at least 3 inductees into the rock n roll hall of fame. I've played in packed auditoriums. But I can't for the life of me put together a nice website.

On top of that I'm second guessing my niche which is left handed instruments. I can't seem to find many lefty instrument affiliate programs to tap into for product besides Amazon & a few others. Most of my blogs are inspirational in nature. You know, "Don't give up" & "structure your time wisely" "Rome wasn't built in a day" & Thomas edison failed over 1000 times before inventing the lightbulb". I even read through all my previous blogs to get renewed & recharged. Still nothing!!!! I feel overwhelmed, uninspired & don't know how to pick up the pieces & PRESS on. Getting creative with wordpress would be a good start, but I have no ideas for media, or pictures to make it look professional, much less monitize it. I toyed with the idea of hiring somebody to build it for me, but who am I kidding? I barely scraped up enough money to make my premium payment. Someone bring me back to life or put a fork in me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!