It has been awhile since I did a blog. Today, I really thought that it would probably do me some good to just write about how I am truly feeling. Doesn't really have anything to do with my website, but needed to really express what I am going through at this very moment.
Today, at 6pm, it will be exactly 2 years since my daughter Tiffany took off her boxing gloves and loosened her boot-strings. If that isn't enough....also today at 655pm, 12 years ago, I saw for the last time my Dad's brown eyes and quirky smile.(Not to mention it being the last day to do your income taxes)
It hasn't been easy or a bed of roses. Nor would I wish it on anyone to have to go through even one second of what I have had to endure. My whole world had crashed down around me making it hard for me to breathe. If that wasn't enough... had to remodel 3/4 of my 4bedroom-2bathroom house as it got water damage from not only a broken water pipe, but Mother Nature was feeling left out so she decided to rain really hard for about 5 days. It ended up being that the only room that didn't have to be redone was my master bedroom. I didn't have anything in my kitchen except for the fridge, stove, and microwave. We somehow made it through.
Guess I was thinking things were starting to get better after getting the house once again livable and we could actually cook and do dishes once again. In Oct.. I got hurt at my place of work. I ended up having a total knee replacement done. (This time to my left knee)(so now I have two fake knees)Sad thing is not only did I lose my case against my place of work, but I can't even return to a regular job as I not only can't stand for long periods of time, but I can't walk long.
That is one of the reasons that I am at WA and very glad that I am!!!! I not only have been learning about websites, niches,etc..... BUT have met ALOT of wonderful people. There is one in particular that was the first person who reached out to me and asked if I needed help as they sensed that I may be having some difficulty. They helped me in more ways than just with things here at WA. Ever since .... they have kept an eye on me in case I needed more help or just someone to talk to. (Don't know if I am supposed to use other member's names etc......BUT.....I want the new people who join to know that there is really actually people here that will take time from what they are working on to help you. I tease this person from time to time by the nickname I call them. They are my knight in shining armor riding in on a white horse to rescue me... name?Chris Scott akaTEDDY BEAR (There needs to be more people in the world like him.) I AM VERY PROUD TO CALL HIM NOT ONLY MY FRIEND, BUT MY BUDDY.
If you ever get a chance.... please stop in and say hi to him. He has really helped me in trying to get myself back to being me again. Chris not only does a wonderful job when he blogs as it ALWAYS seems to hit home but his website is one that I have returned to many times when I am having one of those moments. What is the website??? It is http://spiritual-warfare.info. He also has another website: WWW.Retirement-Cash.org
Thank you Teddy Bear for everything that you have done for me!
Guess now it is time to get busy some more on my website and instead of feeling more emotional than usual today...I need to be grateful and happy as even though I miss Tiff more than anyone would ever know.... she is no longer suffering and in pain. Not only that but she is with my Dad.