Broken hearted and in shock
My heart is broken in 2. Both of my beloved boys are gone. Last week we got a difficult diagnosis for our boys. Went into the Vet with one issue on Finn and she quickly told us that FINN had laryngeal paralysis which is a difficult diagnosis to hear.
At the same visit we asked her to take a look at BOO's lymph nodes that were extremely large. After she ran a bunch of tests she told us that he had lymphoma cancer that had already spread through his other lymph nodes. She was shocked how skinny BOO had become. Having cushings for the past 2 years had really taken a toll on him.
Our boys are our whole life, and we were not prepared for either diagnosis.
We walked away thinking we had some time left with both, but unfortunately FINN went down hill so quickly that we had to make the most difficult decision to put both boys down.
Thursday really was the worst day of my life. Going through the end of life for both our dogs at once was devastating.
I don't know how to exist in my house without them. Everywhere we go in our house is a reminder of our boys. Our family really is broken. The dead calm quiet is deafening.
Everyone says one day at a time, but honestly right now that seems so far away.
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