Mental Health - OCD Support
Imagine living in a world and having a disorder that noone knows about, noone talks about. Imagine having a disorder, so cruel that it lies to you. Imagine having noone to talk to, noone to ask, noone to share with. Imagine your brain telling you that you are a horrible person, that you do not deserve to be on this earth. Your brain, telling you that you have to kill your child, or drive thecar over the bridge. Each and everyday, the brain telling you that you have to die.
Imagine what all this can do to a person. Why? why? why do I have these wierd thoughts. Who can I talk to. If I open my mouth, people will laugh at me, people will abandon me, What to do? Where to go? Round and round, my thoughts keep going on and on in my brain. I can't stop thinking .Maybe if I drank brandy, it will go away. One glass, two glasses. At least now I can sleep. Those scary images will not bother me tonight. But, what about tomorrow? What do I do. Where can I run to. where? I find safety only in my bed. And pray they will leave me alone.