That Was Close. Took The Red Pill Just In Time.

I knew I was cutting it fine, maybe the thrill of leaving it to the last minute but that was close. Still, it's done now. I took the red pill just in time and took the deal. I nearly went ot bed and forgot, it woul dhave been gone, puff, by morning. Phew.

Took the deal and signed up for another year. Was it ever in doubt ? Of course not. Too many plans and ideas to bail out now. Plus, I am fully invested in me.

It's never a comfortable feeling when you have to say it aloud, you know, big yourself up. Well, l'll let you in on a little secret. If you don't, there aren't that many around that will. How bad is that ? I'm not tarring everyone with the same brush, or being general. May I just remind you, you are awesome. You are but I'll be more specific about what I mean.

It's difficult for us to say things complimentary about ourselves, it doesn't always sit right. "I'm really good at" or "Yes, you're right, I am a clever clogs" OK, maybe we don't say the last one.

I'll put it another way and then I'll leave you alone. This is to show you how easy it is and how by tomorrow it won't matter anyway because we'll all have moved onto the next 'thang'.I am awesome, no, really I am. Not only that, I'm unique. I guarantee you will not find me anywhere else, there is no clone, no doppelganger. No one thinks like me or sees the world the way I do. There, how hard was that ?

Let me take a few lines from Liam Neeson:

"I don't know who you are. I don't know what you want. If you are looking for ransom I can tell you I don't have money, but what I do have are a very particular set of skills. Skills I have acquired over a very long career. Skills that make me a nightmare for people like you."

He had conviction, did he not ? My suggestion, when someone even shows a slithering of slur towards you, use the above line. It works almost as well as the line from Beverley Hills Cop below:

"Now listen to me, my tough little friend. I don't know from under what stone you crawled, or where you get these ridiculous ideas about me, but it seems painfully obvious you haven't the slightest idea who you're dealing with. Now, my advice to you is crawl back to your little stone before you get squashed."

That one works really well, I find. I did have to edit it a bit so feel free to embellish it, or both, should you so desire. Where was I ? Oh yes, me. Kidding, let me qualify.

Taking out another years' membership here isn't about the cost, though it is most excellent. It isn't about the bonus's and the perks of being an annual subscriber, though again, they are sumptuous. It's about having confidence in yourself to fulfill your potential.

To give yourself the platform to deliver your message in your own way. No one else thinks like

you, or has your aspirations or ideas. Let your imagination run wild. Think it, write it, publish it.

You know what I did last night ? Of course, you don't how could you ? Well, this next year is going to be huge. I have no doubt in my mind. So last night I wrote out a couple of pages, more still to be added, about how I got to where I will be. You see, I can see where I will be. It's not a fantasy or a 'pipe dream' To me it's just part of the journey. A point in time that is predestined.

I wrote recently about using December as the start of New Year. So this month will be spent putting into place everything I need to start 2020 'running'. I have a clear plean and framework laid out. That is a good feeling. Between now and the years end will be spent 'locking' it all in.

Taking the Black Friday deal is just a part of investing in myself moving forward. Saying things like 'I might get there' 'If everything goes well' and 'One day I'd like to be' mean nothing and to me it seems pointless to think them. If you want to believe that you have no control over the variables and that things 'might' happen, then you have nothing to lose by being over the top positive.

I am going to do this. Nothing is going to stop me. Whatever gets in my way, I will overcome.

Now that sounds much better. Who is to say any of that is wrong or untrue ?