My Journey Through Dark Times
I sit and appreciate the silence of an empty house, wow! Silence really is golden. This is a perfect opportunity I think to work on my blog and secure my future financial freedom, I must get to it; though without notice an ugly thought creeps it's way in to my noggin.
"You are being ridiculous, what makes you think the likes of you could ever be successful at anything; let alone making even a penny from your stupid little website. IT'S NOT GOING TO HAPPEN, NOT NOW NOT EVER!"
I try my damn hard to ignore this chronic voice, yet my excitement soon dissipates and begin to agree with this entity that what it's saying is true, clever is something I shall never be.
Now, let me just add that I'm not crazy as it only that one voice I hear; it's more a case of this dark and dank place that I'm in inside my head that brings on the fear. My depression you see has a habit of sticking around and all of the time it does hang about it's very quickly sucking valuable energy that could be used for better things.
Sometimes it is hard to wake properly from my slumber, often I can't even pick up my phone and dial a number. Hope is hard to come by at present, however with the energy I do have left I 'hope' to see myself bounce back and continue onward with my journey to financial freedom.
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