Fingers Crossed and Good Vibes

Hello beautiful people

I just wanted to give you all an update since my last blog

Not much has change financially for my husband and I since my last post

I only have around 5 days left to find the money for next months subscription, and I have been working my butt off learning as much as I can about marketing to try and make things happen

As of yet, my online store Boho Magick Emporium, has yet to have made a sale. I have a link in my contact section if anyone is interested in taking a look

But I'm not giving up...no matter what life throws at me

Let me tell you about my last week or so

The day after my last post I was woken up around 3am with the most awful pain in my uterus. I know my body well and after working in my previous job in the emergency department (which I had to leave after 3 serious on the job incidents, resulting in with me having to learn to deal with PTSD because of them), I knew this was not good and had to get it looked at immediately

My poor hubby had to take a day off work and drive me to the next local town, half an hour away (because I had had a bad experience at our local hospital and I wasn't going to take any chances)

We have been trying for years to start a family. So taking care of my reproductive system was highly important. I am hoping we will be blessed with a child soon

I brought a note pad and my iphone with me because I knew I had to keep busy and did not want to waste any precious time - much to my hubby's disgust. So between prodding, poking, blood tests, urine tests and ultrasounds I kept on researching

Unfortunately they could not find out what is causing me the pain, but they did find out I had high inflammation markers and was given a referral to see a specialist.

On the drive back home, I received news from my aunt, that a family friend who had been battling cancer, had passed. Bless his soul I will miss him and his lovely heart. I took a few days off to rest and grieve

Then I heard from my sister on Saturday, that a school mate of ours took his life on Friday morning

This was a first for my sister and she turned to me because I had been through this 4 times before with several of my friends. It's hard being 5 hours away from family members. I couldn't put my arms around her, to comfort her physically, but thanks to techology we could speak to each other face to face

Yeah it's been a tough few weeks

I'm not a quitter

Like, as many other good people around me, have experienced themselves - life happens!

How we deal with the difficult parts, shows us what type of character we are

I know by putting in the hard work and the long hours, that great things will eventually happen

I have belief and faith in myself...patience well that's another thing all together - and I promise you, I am working on this

Since my last post and with everthing else going on in my life, I still managed to continue with my course and I have also been leaning a lot about social marketing and networking

Pintrest, I'm still trying to get the hang of...but I will get there

Everyone is raving about it. So I will definitely spend time learning all I can about it

I have placed an ad for my store on Face Book and Instagram. Fingers crossed I will get some hits and hopefully it will convert to sales

I do have one question - If I cannot make the next monthly payment, what do I still have access to on the WA website?

I really want to keep blogging and hopefully I can still access wordpress

Hopefully I make some sales soon and will not need to worry about this

So that is a quick update for you all

Take care and stay beautiful

Love

Carmela xxx