The Good and the Bad
So, I signed up to Wealthy Affiliate last week and as always happens when something good comes along something Bad always happens. To me anyway.
A friend of the family passed away after battling cancer. She had been diagnosed with breast cancer and they thought they got it all. It metastasized into her brain. She was a wonderful women and we will miss her much.
At the same time my cat got sick. You can see her picture on my profile. The calico.
I was already thinking of my other cat, the grey one, Gizzy, because last year at this time she had gotten sick and died. She was hypothyroid but managed to live to 16 years.
Now my other cat was sick. Patches. The vet took tests and could only find that she had a real bad infection but didn't know where or from what. So they kept her in the hospital. Day 2, not much improvement. Then it got worse. Late in the day she ended up having a seizure. Then again in the middle of the night, another massive seizure and the Vet had to come in for that.
So yesterday I had to make the decision to put her to sleep. They still had no idea what was wrong but thought it was some sort of cancer that they weren't seeing.
It was tremendously heart breaking for me since I was just thinking the other week about how good she looks and acts for a 17 year old cat.
So yesterday was a bad day and a good day. I decided to go Premium in WA and I had to say good bye to my companion.
Right now I feel all alone and can't seem to get any work done. I just stare at the computer.
I really, really, feel for you and hope you will start feeling better soon. Time heals all wounds. I don't think it makes you forget, just eases the pain. Nothing can replace your pets but you'd be amazed how getting a new kitten will take the edge off the pain. And they are so fun!
Again, so sorry for your pain. Don't tell your self you need to get over it, just feel the pain and move forward. Hang in there, when you feel this down, you can only go up!
Dawn