Losing Steam
I don't know if it's the pending custody trial coming up or the fact that I've come to the crossroads that I saw a ways back and am not sure which direction to go.
I do know that I overloaded myself avoiding my feelings.
I start projects at the most inappropriate times. Once the emotion is worked out and dealt with, I lose interest in the project. I need to study for my math assessment. I need to prep for trial next week. I can't spend time on this for the next two weeks.
What's going to happen once I drop out for a couple weeks? Will I come back to it? Will I find other things taking WA's place? I honestly can't imagine having a real job while I defend myself pro-se in court with Aspergers and PTSD. It would be completely unmanageable.
Anyhow, I've lost steam in this process. Not sure if it'll come back, but for now, I have more important things that need my energy. Sigh.
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Thanks guys. I had my first court day today and I'm doing ok. Tomorrow I have to do another one. yay... ahem.
So sorry you have so much on your plate, Lindsay. I hope it all works out for you and you can come back with renewed vigor.
I agree with James, I have had moments like this along the way...I think to some degree we all do.
When you are building a business there is always a life outside of the business that can serve as a distraction and sometimes as a detriment. You cannot let it curb your progress though or you are always going to have a tough time making good headway with any given business.
I hope you do decide to keep with it Lindsay and if you need any support with anything you are currently working on, let us know and we will be more than happy to give you a hand.
I have had many ebbs and tides with my "steam" levels since I started this process. However, I see a light at the end of the tunnel by using WA so it helps to keep me motivated. Also though, I have learned that taking breaks is very important in this as it is very easy to over do it. I hope that you make it back to us as the more of that there are, the merrier we will be!
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Come back here please!! I am personally desperate to get my shop up and running, - if I'd got as far as you I'd be overjoyed and you seem like the perfect person for WA and being able to work from home what with the issues that require your attention. Please give me a shout when you're back. I want to see you succeed even further.