It's Personal
I am going to claim bankruptcy. I think.
I have almost run out of time and resources to pay the bills. Overdraft, credit cards.
Not sure what is going to happen next.
My last few blogs were indeed about trying to survive my financial issues. So I guess I am trying to say, it can't be that bad.
I am crossing some huge bridges in life and learning who I really am inside.
What I want to do in life. I can't seem to bring myself to look for a job.
There are things that I can do, and I will let you use your imagination here if you'd like. Everything would be of course legal.
It is a different day and age.
Even Wealthy Affiliates has changed in the years that I have been here.
All for the good.
I can sell life insurance. I can get out and be a viable member of the community where I choose to be.
I can also work at home, doing website reviews and other internet related tasks, if I can do them, consistently and they are viable. I can also express myself, and earn income.
Right now I own a delivery company with a beautiful app that rivals any of it's competition for user friendliness and overall functionality.
Cant find a reliable driver for the life of me, and when I did have an opportunity to merge with a company with drivers, I was lost in trying to change that company too much, not realizing, I don't know if I want to own a delivery company.
I am still unsure, point is I don't have the immediate finances at hand, unless I figure out some of the other things I am talking about here.
Still don't want a job...and I still want to be in Vegas next year. I want that plane for the first time ever to say 299....then 298,,,until I get there.
I want to make money online, and in life and be happy again.
My blogs have been consistent about being inconsistent. Can't do that anymore.
Can't even worry about the false intentions of the last blogs I wrote here, trying to build momentum. No regrets, I still knew it was a process to discover what I feel now.
Ways to live life and be true to myself.
Thanks for reading, this one is Personal.
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I am so sorry to read about the difficulty you are having. I understand the reluctance to work someplace where you are committed. Might I suggest that you look for something that will bring in income temporarily and that you can leave without feeling any sense of guilt. In California, there are great part time jobs with people who need help learning life skills etc. I don't know if that kind of thing exists where you are.
I'm really sorry to hear of your financial situation. There's nothing worse than not being able to pay your bills and starting to drown in debt. I was in that terrible situation last year and on the verge of looking into declaring bankruptcy myself.
I will have to say that it was by chance that I was able to find something to keep that from happening and let me pay down my debt in a manageable way than what I was doing before.
I now have 3 years left before my debt is completely paid off. Working here at Wealthy Affiliate to build an online business is helping a little bit too. I hope you're able to get out of that situation, hopefully without going into bankruptcy.
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Wishing you all the best, Jared!
Thanks for that!
You're welcome!