It hurts all over again

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Hey everyone. Now that I am going through with my biography @ wahosanna1movingforward.com I am baring it all for the entire world. I am revisiting my deepest fears and I am finding it really hard. I feel and see everything that once tryed to break me.

I know I must do this, if not for myself, for all the men, women and children that doesn't have anyone to turn to.

I don't want to give up but I'm finding it really hard to continue with this niche.

Today while writing, I returned to the scene of the crime and started to break down, as I type I can barely see the keyboard on my phone due to the tears in my eyes.

I'm falling apart and I'm not sure I even know how to pull myself back together again. I need as much support as I can get, or else I may not make it through. Please help me, somebody, anyone?


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Hi Crystal thank you for opening yourself to us and for the trust you have afforded us in this great community. I may not know what you have been through but what I know is that there is always light at the end of the tunnel. These difficult or unpleasant situation you're in now is just temporary. Always remember our Lord Jesus loves you, He will not leave you nor forsake you. He is our ever present help in times of trouble. He is our refuge and strength I can say this because I have experienced the grace and miracle of God in the most trying situation of my life. So we continue to fix our eyes upon the Lord Jesus. Never give up on your dreams Crystal, the best is yet to come.

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Thank you. I know all you say to be true. It's the memories that I haven't tapped into for years. Now in order to write my autobiography I have to go back and face all the demons and darkness in my mind.
Plus the enemy is using those in my household to stop me from doing my Father's work. So that in would remain in the darkness I've been trying so hard to come out of. I am asking for everyone to intercede for me.

Crystal

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Crystal, I will send you a PM now

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Thanks Simone

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Thank you for understanding ;)

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Always Simone you know that.

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Hi there. I had a chance to visit your website and I must say your content is filled with emotion-even this post here is heartfelt. Do you have a niche in mind and do you plan on monetizing your site so that it's an online business?

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Honestly I don't want to give up on this that I've ventured into. I've realized that I am on to something enormous. Because the devil is coming at me with all he has to stop me.
I don't want him to win, he the ( devil) have been trying at my life even before I was born. So this the only way for me to BEAT him.

Crystal

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Once you have it down on paper, you will feel free, Crystal!

You've got this!

Jeff🙏

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I really hope so.

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You will do fine, just have to bull through the initial pain. It is in the past! Move forward, Crystal!

Jeff

There are ways to remove the emotions attached to the memories, Crystal. Imagine yourself in a movie theater and see yourself from the back of the room sitting in the theater watching the memories on the movie screen. This will put distance between your emotions and seeing the past.

Mel

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I'll try that. I just wish I wasn't so visual.

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I am very visual Crystal. The important thing when seeing the movie screen is to be looking at it from another point of view seeing yourself looking at the screen/memory. :-)

Mel

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Okay I think I can do that.

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