Finally admitting it
Today was a breakthrough day for me. I revealed to myself the fear I've carried for such a long time, that is the "fear of putting myself out there" or "fear of rejection". If it's not the real root fear in my life then it is damned close. It explains all my procrastination and other sundry non-useful habits and thinking. Today is the day I move forward, despite that fear.
Very soon I will delete the niche I had chosen and replace it with the real one. The one that gets me fired up, the one that sustains me when the world looks bleak.
Even with all the knowledge and experience at my disposal that fear had immobilized me. The power of fear in me knew no logic, it persisted within, regardless.
Now I can make important that which is actually is important.