I know I have been gone for sometime now. My life has continued to be a disaster and my whole being has been involved in the disasters. I just haven't had the energy or desire to do much of everything. Every time I think life is getting back to normal, something else happens. 2019 has been a horrible year for our family. I can only hope that this new year will get better.

I thought I was doing so well with my site. I had more traffic and my ranking with WA was great, but now I have no traffic and my rank is back up to 9256. Don't know if I can do it or not, but am going to try to start writing a little more and being a little more involved again. I have done nothing on month 6. Truthfully I am not sure that I am in to videos, etc. Not sure if one really needs this to make it successful. Still have to think about this and try to get in to it a little bit to see what I think.

Just a quick update about the disasters of late. My sister did have the open heart surgery and did quite well eventually with that. She does have many other issues so she did have some complications and ended up back in the hospital for a few days after being transferred to a rehab facility. Anyway, she was doing ok and then a few days before Christmas, one of her daughters was in a horrific auto accident. If you could see the truck she was driving, you would wonder why she is still alive. She did end up with a broken leg and nose a many bruises and lacerations. Then my sister began falling. Right after Christmas, she went to the doctor with my neice and fell in her driveway and now has a broken shoulder in 2 places and a broken arm. In unbelievable pain as is my neice. In addition to all of this, this same neice lost her husband just a year ago this month. He had not been ill, but died in his sleep of a heart attack, so she is, of course, still dealing with this. She is only in her early 40's.

Anyway, this is a synopsis of my life this past year. Hope to move on.