On Losing Someone You Love So Much

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I lost my father last December 26, 2016. He suffered from stroke in July of last year. It was a downward spiral from there. That was his third. The first and second affected his mobility but not his mind. He was still as sharp as he was before the stroke. However, the third one was different. All of a sudden, he couldn't remember my name. He only knew me as one of his daughters.

He couldn't understand what we were saying. He couldn't find the words to say. He couldn't get up from bed; much less walk, feed himself or do even the simplest things. I was not used to seeing him that weak and extremely dependent. I always saw him as someone strong and brave and someone who always knew what to do. He was a very independent man. He never wanted to be a burden to anyone so he fended for himself as much as possible (even after the first two stroke incidents).

He was glassy eyed when I last saw him; just a few hours before he died. I knew there was something wrong. My last words to him were “ I love you; you know that.”

He was an extraordinary man; always showing love even to people he hardly knew or people who couldn't care less. The pain of losing him is something that I have never felt before. He was my father, my mentor, my friend. Despite the fact that I miss him; my heart can still smile because I know he is more than OK. He is in a much better place.

He was one of my most important reasons why I wanted to succeed in WA. I wanted to help him in the best way I could. He's no longer here but I'm sure, he'd want me to press on and pursue the rest of my goals.

So, I'm back. I want to continue what he started. There are so many people to help; so many people to love.

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Hi Tricia, I'm sorry for your loss. You are lucky your memories of your father make you stronger. Very best wish you success.

Thank you so much. All the best to you as well.

Your post is touching, I lost my father too, so I have a reasonable sense of your feeling - I wish you continued strength. It's a motivating post, and I enjoy the read.

Thank you for your message. More strength to you.

Thank you, too.

I lost mine on Dec 26, 1989. They never really go! The spirit remains and you will see him again!

Yes, I know I will. Thank you so much.

Sorry to hear this. We are never ready for the loss of a parent.

Thank you for your message.

Hi Teepee, I am so sorry to hear youe Dad passed away recently. Requiescat in pace. Irv.

Thank you so much.

I'm so sorry for your loss. I do think you should press on. As much as you wanted to succeed for him, he would want you to succeed for you even more. That's how parents are. Your success can be a tribute to him as well as to your own hard work.

Yes, that's how they are. Thanks so much for your kind words.

I'm sorry for your loss... it's great that he was such a good friend to you...

Thanks so much.

Hi. Sorry for your lose. I too lost my father, I understand. Mine had Parkinson's.
I think your story gives encouragement to those facing similar reasons to want to not press on. Your right he would want you to continue. I shed a tear reading this, it was very moving.
Thank you
Millie

Thank you, Millie, for your encouragement. More strength to you.

I underestand your pain. May your love for your father and your memories of him make you stronger- you need this now. And I thought you might want to read this Vera

Thanks, Vera. I just read it. Thanks for sharing.

My dad died back in 2006....he was 92...my mom is alive and 96 yrs old....I am almost 70 yrs old...I can relate to your pain...somebody said no pain no gain...I do not know about that thought but I can say that this is school...

Thanks so much...

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