And Then the Results Came Flooding In
Again I went into surrender. I kept that copy of the Tao that seemed to appear before me as I was opening myself up to guidance. I vowed with myself to do the work and it really meant being willing to plow through some things. I began to clearly realize, through studying masters of spiritual to human understanding and guidance, that it is not easy to be honest with yourself and be accountable. I read a chapter in The Science of Success by James Ray at the end of this book about seven spiritual laws, on the 7th law, accountability. This one hit me most. If you are truly honest with everything about yourself and look very very objectively, you will realize that you are in fact, the creator of your results. Then one idea hit me. I had been complaining about not getting results, when I really was getting results. I just wasn't satisfied with the results I was getting. And accountability means you have to take responsibility for the results you are creating. BAM!
I was witnessing results by connecting to a plethora of information on the very issue I thought I was having. The universe was working for me by providing the answers.Once I got a taste of this, the momentum was on.
I had paying attention to the illusion of being stuck in a rut. I felt as though I was not gaining any result from anything I did, that no one was listening, that everything was a waste of time and effort. Like there was no use. Then with surrender and total faith, I manifested a guidance book by the name of Tao Te Ching, an ancient work compiling different ways to say, just let go and let God. No need to fight, to fret, to flee, or to flounder. Trust and take the path of least resistance. I trusted, I meditated even if I wasn't very good at it, and I got cued in as to the clues around me that the universe provides when trying to reach you. There were publications that appeared before me in which I would flip through and find a paragraph specifically on results. I decided to read something motivational every day and the book I picked has numerous references, even subtitles about results. I began to listen to webinars and video clips by modern motivational masters and spiritual teachers including Tony Robbins, James Ray, Wayne Dyer, Mary Morrisey, John Assarath, Bob Proctor, Christy Sheldon, and Esther Hicks. There were so many masters coming to me, and the subject of results was in all of it. I even almost attended an out of state seminar and when I didn't, the same information came to me from somewhere else. There was so much I had to pick and choose what to listen to and read and study because the information came in floods. There was no doubt. The magic had begun. And the reason I could see it now, was because I was willing to look. It was always there.
So for the next month or so, I put laser focus, as I was being taught, on being willing to do whatever it may take to get myself to better places. I decided to look at a $25,000 loss as a huge opportunity to learn how to earn that much in a pinch. That lesson alone might cost someone that much at a specialty school. I'm enrolled and don't even have to register. The objective for this new class is to come up with $25,000 as fast as you can. It sounds fun to me now. I also decided to friend the foe in my mind, and the result so far is that I have begun to speak to them instead of avoid them. I am happy to hear from them and consider them business partners. I am in charge of securing $25,000. It's a professional project that the universe entrusted me with. I also had to realize that your happiness and productive success does not depend on when the whole world settles into world peace. I don't have to wait for that. Then I had to shift my focus. I had to focus on what I could control, and less on what I could not. I am a beginner at this and it is going to take a lot of practice, but clearly I am in the midst of getting results, just as I had asked for.
Other things began to happen too. As I learned that I need to surround myself with those who match vibrationally with my purpose, goals and direction, negative people began to suddenly leave my life. More positive people showed up. Business opportunities showed up and people who were in businesses I was interested in. More literature came in and I watched more videos, even while I was asleep, to get any of it into my subconscious. And the synchronicities keep coming. With each one, I remember to feel gratitude.
Now while there is action to be taken with the information I am being given, I am still so positively lifted. Whatever I was reading or listening to seemed to be addressing me. There was so much in just one book alone about results, the conclusion that this stuff was showing up for me because I allowed it to, was unmistakable. This is enough to convince us that anything we want to do, see or have, is already connected to us. All we have to do is allow ourselves to see it. All this information came to me as a result of my asking for it. The rut of no results was diminishing.
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Wow! This is so uplifting, Brenda. You've stated that old truth that when you set your mind in the right direction, all providence rushes in to help you.
You are sensing the success before it happens. I am very excited for you.
Keep doing what you are doing - you've turned a big corner. Hooray!
Thanks for reading it AB! There is so much information coming it, it's mind boggling. And negative people are suddenly exiting my life (tenants and friends) and people with some business saavy have showed up. I have so many ambitions/opportunities. Everything from book ideas to how to set up a non profit LLC for the stuff I am already doing - taking in homeless youth. A lot of things are coming together, in idea stage at least, and the stuff I preach on my website is the stuff these youth need to hear that are in my house. They are parolees, or come from bad parents' homes, or are sleeping under bridges or just have nowhere to go. I have been taking them in for 5 years. If I incorporate, I would be allowed to fundraise. Crazy stuff. And in just one book that came to me, there were scores of references to how to get results! One profound thing I realized - I really was getting results all along. Just not the results I would rather see! So , change what you see, change what you focus on and bring the results you would rather have into a vibrational match to your physical reality. Profound.
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Amazing Brenda, I can see so much of me in your post. Last year I experienced this emotional turmoil that greatly affected my life on all levels, I was so stressed out and spiritually tired that I started questioning my purpose in life. I fact my belief system was totally shattered. I was broken and did not know why things were happening the way they were happening. A couple of days later a friend of mine told me about this guy on youtube named infinite waters diving deep. I found that name kind of funny, but I still checked out his channel. It is there where my spiritual journey started, I watched video after video and started to understand the real meaning of life and why things are happening to me. From there I started to watch many spiritual videos on youtube and read many books. One day I finally read the book " think and grow rich" by napoleon Hill. This book literally helped me to take action and pursue my dreams, and everything I wanted came to me in some way or form. It sometimes came to me through someone, through a movie, documentary, a post, or even a song. One day in the midst of my spiritual studies I asked for a way to become financial independent and build a stable empire and a couple days later in my inbox was a post from an Internet marketer ( I think his name is winter vee) who spoke about a way to become an affiliate marketer and provided a link to a post about WA written by Nathaniell, at first I was sceptical and did not pay attention to Nathaniell's post. A couple of days later I was browsing the internet and out of nowhere this post written by mission ops was on my screen and yes he convinced me to join WA. it was 11 November 2014. at first I was a little bit scared because I do not take action without testing the waters first but within days I was very comfortable here.
My life has changed tremendously ever since I changed my way of thinking and the magic is still happening because next month I will start my weight loss journey. for some years now I wanted to lose weight but did not know where to start and what to do because I was scared. The spiritual lessons I learned thought me to face my fears which I did and asked for someone to assist me and a couple of days a go I met a gym trainer and he is willing to assist me. I am starting my weight loss journey next month. I am thankful and grateful for everything in my life and that is why I have a "gratitude journey" now, to document why life is worth living.