98 +102=18. Makes Me Wonder!

byPMcgrath

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3 years ago

You might be thinking what is all that about, well the first week 98 hour's for the week working, second week 102 = 18 hours slept straight through last night until this arvo, boy I was absolutely brain-dead, my daughter Was checking me because she was worried I might have kicked the bucket, aha and I could have slept a few more hours I reckon just that nature called Aha.

It's funny I don't mind the work get to see all of W. A get paid for it, the physical side is hard but not too bad... it's the hours that are killing me big time. My plan is to go another 18 months to 2 years but I don't know if the body will last that long aha the age thing I think.

There I go again making excuses dam I hate making excuses it's a sign off weakness, well that's the way I look at it for me, we all have our reasons why we don't do things or quit for one or another reason its human nature I think.

Quitting Is Never An Option...

I used to say to my teams, or athletes, boxers, dancers, swimmers I coached, my philosophy was we don't quit docent matter how tired we are, for what ever reason, knowing that you finished to the best off your ability is part of the enjoyment of all the hard work you put in.

Iv'e just come back from seeing a dietitian, because I need to change my life and one is the fat man needs to go... no wonder I'm single... there is a saying don't take a book by the cover Mmm pretty hard when the presentation is so fat. I know mirrors don't lie what I looked at today was no trick mirror, and the other thing which is a man thing I like to see my knee caps and other parts when looking down haha.

When We Feel Like Quitting Think About Why We Started.

Id say - I like me - I don't know if I love me, they say learn to love yourself for who and what you are, I'm not at that level and yet I get regular hair cuts, feet manicured and the man wax haha... it's because I want to feel good and id say look good id say it could be a waste of time in some ways when you know obesity is just around the corner.

The Best Critic In Life If You Are True To Yourself Is You.

I have a mento with me in writing my book by the name of Jerry Jenkins his a very harsh critic in some ways but very good as well and his certainly help me with the way I write and express myself, but also I criticise my self and can be harsh with me, because I want to be good at what I do, hard to get to the level off being the Very Best, people who get to that level, are in a way gifted but focused on their goals and work, strive to be the highest in their fields, only one way to go and thats forward.

Age Wrinkles The Body Quitting Wrinkles The Soul.

I fell like a hypocrite really do, I'm not putting the time or work in like I should be into WA, and again it comes in to the passage way - I'm so tired - Excuse - so for many other reasons in changing is the mind set is a big one too be more determined not to be Beaton or walk another direction - so the work begins again - get rid off the fat guy, work on the focus off the mind, get on top off my depression that will help Haha understand why and what I'm doing... and need to do in life more for me than anything, and maybe learn to love who and what I am.

I Know It's A Slow Process I Don't Make It Slower By Quitting.

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