Ready for the rumble
Okay, so I've never been an advocate of violence. In fact, I deplore it. However sometimes, needs must and I have the Knuckle dusters on and Doc Martens laced up tight ready for the Scrap.
This time though it's Three Against One.
Karalyne Vs Anxiety, Depression and Gender Dysphoria.
These past few months have been complete hell, which is why I havent been posting much. My websites have been falling behind and everything has been mounting up , thus creating a perpetual depression.
As a previously performing Singer and Songwriter, I hung up my guitar for a good few months due to Extreme Dysphoria when hearing my own voice.
At one time not so long ago, I could boom out a Bar room full of Drunken tourists in Glasgow nd Edinburgh without even using a Mic. This was once an asset I was very proud of and made me a living. However, it has now become an obstacle in my Transition.
So, my guitar has sat there for the past few months looking ornamental and gathering dust.
That was up til a few days ago.
Now this Biatch is back! Back to kick ass!
I have actually been finding that singing is a therapuetic way of lifting my voice a key or three.
So the other day, I started recording a few tracks, which will be available online soon when i get an album together again.
I have also been getting to sleep at a sensible hour at last and waking early and doing my best to get on with my Wealthy Affiliate chores and and writing articles for my websites.
So keeping on the roll!
Today, I will be getting my Jump bike out and getting the adrenalin pumping by jumping some stair sets.
Oh yeah!
Then, it's time to get on the hard tai mountain bike and cycle the 4 miles up to the next town to collect my medical certifiate from my doctor.
If I get this all done today, I will be happy with myself as for the past few months, I have barely ventured out the door due to the extreme agorophobia I have developed due to the perpetual depression.
This girl is back to kick ass!
Oh Yeah !
Have a wonderful day Y'all!
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So sorry to hear of the problems you have been experiencing recently in life Kat...
In life... no one has it easy... that's life after all!!
You will get over it I'm sure, we all have down times and we all have up times... get back in the saddle and kick some serious ass!!!
It's good to see that you are climbing over the roadblocks you have been experiencing, my friend!
Soon things will be better!
Jeff
Pick up that guitar and beat those blues away. Another story you can share on your path out of agoraphobia and depression.
Go and kick some ass.
Keep on jammin..