Im Back a bit crazy and very committed as always!

Been away a few days and no chance to blog or put any work into WA as other project dreams and ambitions I have taken completely over for a while !
Very determined almost to the point of insanity is how my friends would describe me!
Yet here I am closer that ever to reach my dreams...
An incredible intense ride of success and failure, good and bad disappointment behind me.
One thing I have never failed to do so far is to live to the fullest.
I am also grateful of each failure because they have helped me to raise the bar and aim higher that ever before.
Today I feel a bit tired for some reason. As a strong person it common that most my friends find it natural to lean on me and I don't mind it but feel just the need to take a break for a while..
being almost 25 and having tasted both ultimate failure and success gives another view of life
It is a strange feeling in a way almost like knowing the 2 opposite sides of shadow and light
I have also read a lot of different stories about great persons and great mind from both past and present and that lead to the realization that it is not always what happens to us but how we react to them, there can be moments when everything can be overwhelming , not just the loss of money or a career or an opportunity, but when all goes wrong almost at the same time and it is totally beyond control.
What seemed to make sense suddenly does not seem to make sense anymore.. You don't know what to believe in anymore..
Today I'm very close to get a financing for a major project that could life changing

The feeling is incredible in the sense that I have already experienced some highs and been through all the lows , somehow I always found the strength to get back up, live in the now focus on the tomorrow and never stop dreaming.
There have been doctors that said I would not fully recover when my health was at the lowest point , almost lost all I had once..
even had some friends telling me that I should give up and settle for survival and just find some job..
Ofcourse I never listened for one second because the obstacles are part of the journey , when we give up its like to die internally and that to me seems almost more tragical that death itself because physical death is inevitable sooner or later, but as long as we live we have a choice we can chose to keep going for that life purpose and making the most of each day.
And always remember that no matter what goes we are always stronger , better and more powerful than the current circumstances !

I'm just talking from my heart to all of you.
I have no idea where you are , where you have been in the past and what your goals are.
But I just want to remind you that it does not really matter , as long as you can see where you are heading you can find your way, if you feel weak sometimes it is ok , we can fall at some point it happens also to the most talented and to the strongest individuals.
But that is irrelevant too, how you get up is all that counts !

When I'm close to success I can't never forget where I have been and how that is shaping me as a person.
There is a story of a now famous violinist , one day he woke up and realized that he was blind that made him desperate and he almost gave up his violin that was all he had before the fame and wealth .
When he realized that he should not give up on his dreams because he could not see with his eyes was the magical moment where he could play the most beautiful music he ever had, because he could see beyond the limitations.
That is what happens to us to sometimes , there are moments where you don't see how and when you are going to make it , but if you can move forward and maintain the vision you have in your mind you will find a way , and that is when its all unfolding like the perfect melody.
Love you all , stay strong and never lose your vision !