On the Edge of Oblivion
I am moving backwards, I have to move into a hotel until I can find another place to live. I usually don't share things like this on here, but I am at the point that I just need to get this out. The hardest part of what I am going through right now is my having to give up my babies. By babies, I mean my cats. It is really hard for me because these are innocent creatures and my shortcomings and current situation is not their fault. I am working hard at finding them loving homes, but it is hard because I love them so much.
That's right, this 6'0 245 lbs former marine and combat veteran is essentially just one big softy. If it wasn't for the innocent lives in my care, I wouldn't fret. I know that I will be fine, I just don't know about them. The fear of the unknown, I guess, is what is bothering me here.
I am not entirely sure why I am sharing this, maybe just to get this off my chest. I will be officially homeless once again, fortunately I have stable employment, so I should be fine, I've been through this before. I just hope my babies will find good homes.
Thanks for reading,
Michael
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I'm not a cat person, Michael, but a 'dog' one, so I can still understand what you are going through. They are the innocents and so dependent on us. I hope you find a good home for them and maybe when your situation changes you can get them back.
I've been homeless before as well. no fun but the climb back up for me was worth all the lessons. you had to let go of your cats because you want the best for them. it's because you care. I hope the best for you and I know you'll be just fine, and your cats will be just fine.
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Hey Michael,
I hear the pain in your post. You are in a bad place. I have been there as well throughout my journey called life. It is very hard to work while you are in pain. Let me suggest that you do just that. Don't give up on yourself. Keep moving forward with this business and do not lose hope. You will come out on top if you don't give up.
God Bless,
Michael S