Tired of working at the gas station

I have been working a lot of hours at the gas station so i have not had time to get on with my training. I am basically just starting. This is very confusing and with all the other affiliate programs I have. i am feeling overwhelmed. My Fiancee says i'm just wasting my time and unfortunately have still not made any money yet. I have no internet experience and am getting about 3000 emails a day and 2000 gmails. I dont even have time to look at them all!! I have been working overtime and by the time I get home I am exhausted and cannot concentrate on what I am learning. I am hoping to get through this next week. i feel like I'm on a merry-go-round. I wish I could stop spinning long enough to get something done. I am attending a 3 day training with MOBE Friday-Sunday. I hope to learn something that will also help me here. I have been an affiliate since March and still haven't figured out how to promote it as it is very high cost training. Hopefully I will be able to start working on my website next week. I appreciate your training and am trying very hard to promote this site as I think I have learned a little just in one lesson. I am embarrassed to say that I haven't gotten very far in the last thirty days but I have also been dealing with health issues. i hope to be able to get my site up and running soon. i just needed to get this off my chest as you all have been very helpful and supportive. Hope to see you soon. Loco