First Post: May 12, 2019
I wrote this on the 12th and was just saved to my draft. Now i can post it. Yay! Meaning, I am now a Premium Member! This was just random thoughts on May 12, 2019 around 2am to 3am. Didn't edit this anymore today before posting, so it is the exact emotion during that day.
Cheers to more random thoughts, cheers to more blogs, cheers to what is life ahead! :)
The Struggle Is Real.
The past few days have been literally hard. It will be because it has always been.
You smile to the world, when inside, you are hardly breathing. You have given so much of what you have. You are losing yourself and its all for the people you love.
You are tired of looking for answers. The chaos in your mind are all yours. No one is there. No one will be there but yourself and it has always been.
There are just some days that you feel tired and feeling all by yourself. Depressed. No one really knows how you feel. Not in this world.
But you know just how to hide the worst feelings. And you seem normal and happy again just how they saw you the last time. Your friends admire you for being strong despite of all the sorrows you've gone through and the pains you have.
BUT NO. YOU CANT JUST BE THAT SOMEONE IN THE DARK. YOU KNOW THAT THERE IS HOPE. YOU ARE JUST TIRED. YOU CAN REST. BUT YOU CANT STOP. THERE ARE SO MUCH THINGS TO DO.
Live, love, and laugh. Because the good things in life are coming. And because now that you are bottom low, your only way is UP.
Because just when you say that your struggles are real, there are still a lot to thank for.
Just ask for His grace of a healthy mind and body, so you can keep moving on. You still have a lot of stories to tell. You still have so much love to give.
I thank You for another year! Looking forward to more years of inspiring stories. I raise all my burdens to You.
Fill my heart with Your hope and joy that i maybe able to share Your grace to others.
To my mom, thank you for letting me see the world. Happy Mothers Day from us here to you in heaven.
This was not the content i was wanting to write earlier. :) But it's there. so im posting it. HAPPY BDAY TO ME! 5/12/19.
Lesson learned: when you are sleepy and tired, rest. Do not write, because you might be writing something else.
Til my next post everyone! Enjoy your day! :) Don't forget to hug or kiss the people you love!
Josephine
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Hi Josephine, each one of your thoughts mean so much more to you as you have the advantage of 'context'. That being said, what you have written is form deep within you and can be seen as such. You should be proud of your first post. it shows an inner strength. I look forward to the next and many more to follow. Be well.
thanks for appreciating. Writing to me is not all about possitive thoughts and emotions. Writers are humans. Sometimes we feel disturbed, we feel bothered, we feel sad. I want my readers to be my friends and be more relatable to the writer not just in their business but hopefully they can also relate to me on the aspect of their personal lives. I am not perfect and no one is but i want others to be inspired with the way i handle my imperfection.
Thanks again! Enjoy the rest of your day!
Some reflective thoughts there Josephine, and happy birthday for the 5/12/19.
It can be hard to write when we are tired, it can be better to save in draft and finish the next day, kind of works a treat.
Best wishes as you explore the WA opportunity, we are at the right place to learn the skills to create a positive online presence.
Thanks for being the first one to comment! Appreciate that! :)
You enjoy the rest of the day!
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Hi Josephine,
I am so sorry your mama is no longer with you. She's watching over you, my friend. I feel certain of that. Also, as long as she's in your heart, she will still be with you. Loving you back.
Happy belated birthday! I hope your birthday was as special as you are. I am looking forward to getting to know you better.
Please do not quit writing when you are tired. Your heart was completely open an' you let us in, while you were tired. I was able to see that you have a beautiful heart.
Hugs,
~ Yaya