I am Uncertain Sometimes When I Miss Someone, My WA Family
I am Uncertain Sometimes When I Miss Someone, My WA Family
Good day everyone, and happy Friday!!!
Every one of us wants to be strong in front of our children, friends, and relatives. And the TRUTH is I am strong! I want to be a happier one, and I can do it!; If you are following my blogs here, I think you knew me for a little while. But being a HUMAN BEING even how strong you want to be to yourself, sometimes I admit I slide with it a little bit; I just honest with all of you guys, my beloved WA family. But I promise to stand back and arrange myself properly to face all the challenges in life, and that's me.
Today I had a meeting with my community about our ongoing road project not yet really finish; we don't give a time frame as long as we continue every day; while I was there, lots of friends I'm happy to see them. Some of them asking hows life? How's my husband? A question that I always avoid, if I can. Asking how I hold the long-distance relationship, it looks you're OK, Joyce. I don't answer them; I keep myself busy around. And there are 2 or 3 couples there, they were cute and sweet, like Romeo and Juliet in the movie, I just happy to look at them, and in my mind, if my husband's around, I am the same as them, hehe I just daydreaming. :-)).
But this is what happenings if I am alone, I am talking myself and with my hubby, guys.
All my friends talk to me, it seems, I don't hear them.
It seems their words float in the air until my mind finally realizes that I need to give some good response to them, I hope I was not rude, but I remember I was smiling at them.
Yes, like others, my daydreams are not even dreaming. I am feeling bored, lost, uninterested in much of anything sometimes. I took up my phone to call you, but it's the wrong timing, or I know you're out of reach; it's happened to me very often, not only today simply because I am just missing you/him.
There's time, and there's no one else I want to talk to about whatever is happening or not happening in my everyday life. There's time that I am so very excited about the achievement I have had in my WA work, how many times I become to Top 1, among the Top 10 bloggers, that I wanted to share with you, but can not be reached. I go through the motions and doing all the things I usually do, but my heart knows I'm not my usual me, myself.
Sometimes my life is on hold most of the time. I look at the clock, calendar, and the hours and the days on a renewed. Time stands still, and the night takes long; it seems forever for me. My sleep is restless, turning here, turning there. My life is on "pause," really, I am "waiting." because I missing my special someone. I'm not complaining; I am just saying all these feelings. And I am not ashamed as this is my real life.
Every day, I pray that your safe from all harm and you're feeling OK, that you are healthy and sleeping well. I miss your laughter, your jokes. I miss our talks. Sometimes I am almost crying and say it's for no reason, that I am crazy, I am still normal? But my heart knows better. I'm just sad and missing you. But then I realize we need to do this; it's a sacrifice. I have to think of our situations about our life and our dreams. And we are SORRY because of this covid19 pandemic; our life is like this.
I always forget we are like this now because we are working together towards our future. Hmmmmm, this nothing, maybe I miss you only, and it's true. I'm sure I am fine and OK.
That's all my WA family; I know I am still an average person that sometimes feels this way; I hope you understand me.
I am still normal, guys? What do you think? I hope this is not the effect of the "Covid19 Pandemic" Yes?
Happy Friday!
I LOVE YOU ALL!
Thanks,
Joyce
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Hi JEaston, nice to see you blogging, yes you are so right this PANDEMIC has caused a lot of panic and worry over our family and love ones, especially when they are far away, I am having similar experiences but thank God for wealthy afiliate, I get to have a virtual family, who are real people to talk to and have fun and even earn some revenue, but no worries JEaston you are doing fine , nice blog keep it up , one day you be with your special one , I know that feeling,, have a lovely day
Hello Hentley!
Thank you so very much for your very kind words sharing with me here, my friend. Thanks for your kind understanding about this situation, especially this pandemic. Yes, you're right, and I will be OK soon.
I try my very best to be strong and happy and be busy and keep my mind busy; sometimes it helps.
Just always used the mindset every time I wake up and organize quickly; all the work that needs to be done for the day is beneficial. And keep me active physically and mentally.
Thank you so much, and I wish you peace and happiness too.
Kind regards,
Joyce
Hi Joyce, your feelings are completely normal and understandable with good reason you feel the sadness. You have so much inner strength and determination too. You will be with your husband one day. Thinking of you. Love and prayers for you happiness. God bless you and all those you love and care for.
Tracy
Thank you so very much, Tracy!
Sorry for my late reply; I have no connection.
Thanks for reading and your kind words.
All the best to you always,
Kind regards,
Joyce
Hi my friend Joyce!
Try not to feel too sad ok? It's very normal to miss your loved one's when they are far away and you haven't seen them for such a long time my friend.
These hard times will come to an end soon, then you will be reunited again.
Stay strong Joyce, as I know you are, also happy, smiley and positive my good friend! 😁😁:-):-)
Thank you so much for your kind comment, my friend, Nick!
Sorry for the late reply; now I am here, and happy again, my friend, Nick!
All the best to you and always and be blessed!
Kind regards,
It's me, your smiley friend,
Joyce :-) :-) ;-)
Always welcome my great friend!
Don't worry about the late reply, I think we know why!!
I'm happy that you are happy again and smiling, be blessed always and have a wonderful night Joyce! :-):-):-)
Same to you, my friend, Nick!
Yes, we knew it very well! And I'm glad to be happy again.
And you knew all that, and thank you so so much!
Happy Sunday! It's 1:29 am here now. It's a little bit early to sleep. I have to finish some of my articles and go around here; see you, my friend.
See you then, Ok? :-))
I wish you all the very best, happiness, smiling, good health, and more blessings!
Your friend always,
Joyce :-) :-) :-)
Wow Joyce!! 1:30 in the morning and too early to sleep!
It's 8pm here now and my bed is calling my name!!
I have just finished and published an article, which was my goal for the day, so I am happy and can sleep well!
I wish you well in everything you would like to accomplish tonight my friend!
Blessings, happiness and smileyness to you too Joyce! Goodnight and speak tomorrow!
😴😁😴😁
Ok, good night!!! My friend, Nick!
Good to hear that you also have accomplished today!
Sleep well, my friend, and sweet dreams. Speak again tomorrow.
I wake up very late today.
But I'm going soon, my friend.
Bye-bye for now,
More blessings,
Thanks,
Joyce :-) :-) :-)
Hi my dear Joyce,
You are a strong lady and a strong mother and wife. Don't worry at all. You are doing great to keep yourself busy and invest your energy and time to become the best version of yourself. At the blink of an eye, these times will pass and you won't even realize it. I am so very much proud of you!
Hello Meena! my friend,
Thank you so much. I heard all your kind words and advice; I remembered you're always there for me every time I feel down a bit. Just not as easy sometimes, even to my husband if he calls, I controlled myself, pretending that I am just OK and nothing to worry about, but deep inside my heart, almost I couldn't breathe. But I don't want him to worry about it, as I want him to be safe in his work. Thank you so much; reading your comment helps a lot, my friend. Thank you very much!
Have a happy day and a fruitful Friday!!!
All the best to you as always, and be blessed!
Kind regards,
Joyce
You're most welcome my dear. Take very good care of yourself and stay as positive as you are, stay happy and may stay blissed!
Have a wonderful weekend a head!
Meena
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Hi Joyce,
It is okay to express what we are really feeling in the moment than to pretend that all is well. It shows that you are human. You will have great moments and you will also have sad moments. These are the facts of real life.
When we go through these things in life, they are what build the content of our characters. Just hang in there a little longer! Prayers and blessings to you and your family!
Have a great week ahead! Wishing you the very best!
Kind regards,
Nichola
Hello Nichola!
What a lovely message from you, my dear friend, Nichola!
Thank you so much for your kind words and kind understanding about what I feel at the moment. Thank you very much for that; not all people have the same understanding as you do.
I tried to portray here that even though you are a strong person, you sometimes become weakest when you feel sad and lonely. But I'm sure that will pass and shortly.
I love your words Nichola, my friend: Hang in there a little longer! Prayers and blessings to you and your family!
Thank you very much, and more blessings to you too.
All the best and always,
Kind regards,
Joyce
You are welcome. Thank you very much! I am happy that you found some comfort from my message. Blessings!😃😍
Yes, you've done a great job, my friend. I'm glad to read them; it's uplifting and feeling great. Thank you so much.
Best wishes and more blessings!
Thanks,
Joyce
You are welcome. Thank you!😃😍
:-) :-) :-)