It’s Time to Take Back the Driver’s Seat!
It occurred to me while driving home the other day. From Nashville to my small town home of Portland Tennessee it’s roughly 43 miles.
It’s not too much of a commute. But with constant construction, traffic, and other lunatics there are plenty of chances for this daily drive to turn ugly.
Considering all these would-be/could-be scenarios in which my commute could turn into a trip to the hospital (or worse), you would think that I am ever vigilant. Always on the lookout. Head on a swivel. That sort of thing.
Would it surprise you, for me to say, that sometimes I make it all the way home without even noticing that I had been driving?
Instead of in my car, on the road, I am traveling greater distances in my head space.
What deadline is coming up? Do I need to call Jim back? Did Sue get my email? My wife hasn’t called me about our son, is he ok? Where is that blue pen? Am I going to have to cook dinner tonight?
You get the idea. I’m sure we’ve all been there.
Next thing I know I’m pulling into my spot in the driveway and throwing it in park. Hell, at this point I’m lucky that it’s my driveway.
This particular time I had to stop and think about it. I could not recall any specifics about my drive AT ALL! This was more than a little alarming. As I got to thinking about it, I started to freak myself out. What if this? What if that?
Then, to be honest, I said to myself, “You’re such a bad-ass.” I just drove 43 miles, changing lanes, obeying different speed limits on the interstate and surface streets, etc. Without incident.
Elon Musk should study me to perfect his new machine.
After I was done praising my autopilot for yet another job well done, I started to wonder. How often and in what situations do I just turn things over to my autopilot? How many times do I not even notice I’ve done it? How much of my life is spent in the “auto-zone”?
With my wife, son, family, friends, clients, and work?
Obviously, my co-pilot has gotten me most of the way, so far (good job big guy). But what have I missed out on? What more could I have added to my own life? And to the life of those I care about, if I had been more involved? More present? More aware? If I had actually been “driving the car”?
How can I notice when I switch into the auto-zone and then switch back? How can I be more present in my own world and the world in general?
That’s when I started to pay more attention to this whole mindfulness meditation stuff. Honestly I didn’t want to do it. I didn’t think I could do it. I can’t keep my mind from wandering while I’m doing 70mph on the interstate. How am I gonna do it sitting still with my eyes closed?
This was definitely not an overnight success. But I stuck with it. Last year my New Year’s resolution was to give it 15 minutes a day everyday for just a month. It would’ve been too daunting to ask myself to do it every day, FOREVER. Just a month to start.
The results have been great. After that month I continue to meditate no less than 4 days a week, sometimes more. My mind will always wander. But I now have the uncanny ability to notice when it does and to bring it back.
I’m more involved at home and at work. I can take back the driver’s seat, so to speak.
I just wanted to take the time to share this with you. That there is a way to take back a bigger portion of your life. To get more out of it. It’s not a cure-all. You won’t be bestowed with magical powers or control things with your mind. (When I find out how to do this I will share it also.) But you will be more in control. Which can be very comforting.
As Dan Harris put it in his book, “It will make you 10% happier.” And to me that’s awesome.
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That is cool man, I need something like that to keep my head in the game. Mindfulness, I'll give that a serious look. Thanks.
It'll take some work but it is effective. I really didn't see much until 3 weeks in. But it really is weird, it just works one day.
Starting our day with meditation
is a great way to focus our day indeed...
And once acquired a safe bacon as Well
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I can certainly relate to the lunatic drivers!!
Jeff