One step forward & One step back

Well it is hard to believe that after being here at WA for more than a year this is only my second blog post. sob sob
I feel I am taking one step forward & one back. The WA community - no I mean family, provide endless support & encouragement to all without question.
I sometimes can't see the forest for the trees. LOL
Not progressing anywhere near how I should be, & still partly through lesson 2. However I will not skip a lesson & am determined to work through to complete the 5 lessons & of course continue on to more training. I frequently go back to revise sections so I can correctly absorb all there is to learn.
One thing for sure, I am NOT a quitter & will persevere. I see 2019 as the year for me to achieve my goals & remain motivated & confident - failure is not a word in my vocabulary.
I still have a personal issue, which takes my mind away from action here at WA. Hopefully this will be sorted out in the not too distant future.
If I am missing for a day or so, the messages from the WA family seem never ending. I do check them all & bookmark the training for follow up. Even the task of writing this blog is not straight forward for me - however with practice I am determined to make a contribution & eventually assist others here as they have done for me.
Sorry if I have waffled on - but I hope you can see where I am.
Thanks
Denis
Just thought to help a little with the issue you have that "takes you away". I guess it sounds like it physically takes you away.
But if only mentally distracting we can win over those with focus and balance. Your goal then is to serve all your commitments with positive enthusiasm.
The distractions, and we all have them I reckon, are part of our life building steps. They teach us. Almost like part of the design.
Gratitude for all addresses that.
Hope this helps a bit Denis.
Have a wonderful 2019.
Ken
Just go with your natural flow, the good thing is that you are looking out to 2019, just do what you can a little each day can make a huge difference.
Just a tip from what you have written go here.
https://my.wealthyaffiliate.com/home/my_profile
scroll down to ;
email notifications settings.
Perhaps tweak your settings so you only get emails that are of interest or even turn them off.
Whatever works best for you, the important thing is to work on the training and creating your website that is what creates change moving forward.
Al the best and I hope you get those personal issues sorted.
Alex