Failure Is MY Strongest Skill!
I honestly don't know where to start. Let's just say that I have compiled a spectacular, individual record of constantly FAILING! The worst thing is all I have listened to my entire life, since the beginning, are people telling me things like "Thanks, but no thanks." in so many different ways.
It has all amounted to the same thing. Madness. Isolation. Pain. Sickness. Deprivation and starvation. Nothing seems to make a difference in my life. How many times I've seen people recoil in horror or fear, saying, "It's true, you have the worst case of bad (rotten) luck I've ever seen. I can't believe it, but just stay far the hell away from me!"
So, speaking of hell, let me finish this post by sharing the tip of the iceberg by listing my major strengths that I have abundant evidence of.
I think in the history of mankind, not one person has had so much to share, but could simply not find anybody interested. So much for the giving being more important than the receiving.
Our prolonged isolation and inactivity has begun to deeply frustrate and hurt many, many people. The old saying of "reach out and touch or help somebody" definitely isn't happening any place, any time soon.
As I said in my introduction, I'd like to share some of my major strengths in terms of passions, interests, skills, knowledge, and experience. Seriously. Here we go.
The following passions in my life are so much more. The ones I will share now are also keen interests of mine, as well as being legitimate interests and skills that I have. Actually, they all are also passions, interests, skills, knowledge, and experiences I have too.
MS Windows 10 and Office
Tutoring - have achieved outstanding results at college-level in English and Math in particular. Also in Windows 10 and Office apps.
Casino Blackjack and Craps
Western Natal Astrology
and a lot more, but these are the biggest ones for me now.
Incredible, like I said, to think that I haven't made a dime or dollar working for myself or anybody else with ANY of these passions, interests, or skills. It also hasn't mattered where or how long or how hard I've tried.
No, the feedback from the outside world has been one of ridicule and contempt.
Not ever good enough.
The invisible man, still sitting alone and feeling the frustration and rage going crazy inside me again. So old, lonely, and tired.
Over and out.