I feel like I'm free falling without any control.

I just started about a month in and already I feel the stress. I am a full time college student, working and doing her internship part-time. The stress of adding new content every day and social media has gotten to me. My niche is one where ( I am not sure if it can be done without) but you need to be an influencer of sorts.

My website is already indexed and it has me so proud, but I know it's gonna take a while to earn my money goals.

And honestly the thought of being on YouTube and Instagram posting pictures has me panicking and I'm at the point where I'm wondering if I need to change niches. This is a niche I am passionate about but I am not a social person by nature, I don't like talking to people and I tend to be very cold.

I am looking at my Instagram page and just thinking I need to give up on this niche, cause I don't know how I am going to thrive without having a presence on social media with this niche.

Also no lie, The teaching and community here is amazing but that 47 a month membership got me panicking over expenses because it's a lot for me, I'm in Jamaica where the dollar doesn't match up against the US dollar so it's even more expensive down here to buy us currency.

I literally almost gave up, cause my mom is asking me why I'm giving my self so many expenses so young and still in college and it's gonna take a while to earn cash and I absolutely cannot afford the yearly membership right now though it might be cheaper.

Any Advice anyone?