Today i have been feeling a little not so good, so i spent allot of the day sleeping and occasionally drinking water. Had to do with some private things that are currently stressing me a little, like that i only need to pay 4.000kr instead of like 25.000kr for having my old apartment emptied, cleaned and sanitized. The reason it became in a quite shitty state was that i had some people come over to me regularly and help me clean my apartment. Since they knew i was going to move, their boss came

One distinct key thing when being autistic is that autistic people have a ''safe haven'', a place where we can withdraw to when either i need to calm down or i just don't want to see anyone. During my uppbringing i suffered at age 14 a growing depression from the effects of the school system and a personal tragedy. For a period of time i lived in several institutions, a fancy word for ''places we put retards and depressed people in''. One of those places was a place called Bjornvallsg?rden, a p

At first i was more focused on writing stuff, but since i start doing videos and livecommentary my focus has shifted more towards videos. Made some more videos, SwedishLesson 14 and another flight in the game FTL.Listened to the recording of the call thingy that was held on Friday for that expert wheel thingy stuff, seems like they are just waiting to get started. It was nice to hear that so far, they have not been ticking of the time for the trial period.Lets just say that hearing that took bas

Ever since i last Saturday i have waited to get started with that thing, that expert circle thingy that seemed quite interesting. Haven't gotten any calls about it, why... don't really know. Since i have had roughly the same economy for around 8 years, learning to make more was the thing that made me interested.Now I'm starting to have doubts, about the whole helping people get started with expert-pinwheels and all that stuff. Maybe they are working with people about it and i just ha

Damn, i was tired after that thing. Sure it was really interesting and stuff, still i sat up until 3:30 AM. Damn good webinar thingy, took the chance for a getting started with this whole Expert pin-wheel thing.I have to admit one thing, i really wanted to do this and for some time i was scared shitless that they were gonna not let me get that 500$ consultation pack.I really want to get things going, if i can get things going this way then its awesome. Especially when thinking about where the co