I can be quite naughty and because of this I am depriving myself!

bymichelemarie

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8 years ago

There's that saying; 'life gets in the way', and it's true, it can and does, but perhaps we use it too much, as our way to explain that we have, allowed ourselves to stray.

Deliberately; yes it can be. Life curve balls; I certainly believe in those!!

Sometimes, we just become despondent and wonder, will it ever happen for me, will this work, and we tend to take a break and not do anything for a few days, just try to keep ongoing with our day to day; what?

Difficulties, working, worrying, goodness, the list goes on.

I opted out; I saw a movie with friends and then re read the book the movie, was based on.

Oh yes RE read the book!

And then;

Worked and wallowed, lovely word, wallowed, we can wallow in every grievance we have ever felt, we can wallow, about the injustices we experience at work, mmm... I can talk about those!!

And I didn't concentrate on my special place that I have found, that place that can fulfill my dreams, if; I DO NOT STRAY.

Today I received the email from Kyle and Carson, that my latest post, has been indexed!

Well of course I am renewed!

But I need to realise that, perhaps I could of had another five subsequent posts that may have been indexed, if I hadn't done my little bit of wallowing... etc ...!!!

Mmmm ....A lesson re visited.

Michele