Undesireable .

It has been a tough 6 months for me for sure. Yes, you probably know that I lost my hearing. Pretty much deaf without the help of hearing aids. And thanks to my WA friends and family, I was able to get a pair, so I am back in the hearing world. Boy, it had actually been so long since I heard birds chirping!

Anyway, that led to other issues. With the prescriptions I was taking and the stress of it all. This has made my hair fall out, a LOT. My dad and my son both say, oh you cannot tell the difference. Well I go to the gym everyday and I wear a pony tail. So I know how much hair I have lost. So now I am back to stressing about that.

Quite frankly, between wearing hearing aids (and I am not old!) and the hair loss, has just left me feeling, well just undesireable. Hey I am single, and hoping to some day find my best friend. Now I guess I just need to get back to my happy place first. Been here before. I know that I am no good for anybody, until I feel happy about myself.

So, I have tried a lot of different products for my hair, as well as supplements. I have ridiculously curly hair, and I can see a huge mass of small curls coming in. Its like watching the pot of water on the stove come to a boil. Seems like eternity. I am sure a few months from now, hopefull, I will feel semi back to normal....again.

But anyway, until then I just need to take a few deep breaths and get it out of my head that I am no good for any body. I am sure I am, I just don't see it. So I will bury myself in my work and at least have that aspect of my life going good. Well, that is it. Boring I know, but it is off my chest and somehow I feel better!