Swimming in a fishbowl year after year.

byLorrainebee1

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7 years ago

Why me? Why now?

Some days it's hard for me to even get up out of bed! I have struggled with this my entire adult life. It is the oddest thing; everything can be going just great and boom, out of know where it hits me like a ton of bricks.

Maybe I am watching too much news on the television? Perhaps I am on FB too much looking at everyone and how happy they all are? Not, that I don't want everyone to be happy because I do! It's just that I wonder why is it that I am the one with so much weight constantly on my shoulders!?

I am OK!

Today is a new day and a new start. First off I finally got out of bed, that in its self was a huge challenge, one that I was unable to do for the past 4 days.

I feel very proud of my website but I always seem to second guess myself. This I suppose I do that in all walks of life. It's time for me to take a stand and believe in myself!

Stop! It's time to get real!!

Fast forward to today! Today is a new day and with that I am going to pursue with my website and continue on! This is something that I really enjoy. I get lost in time when I am working! I love all the support and help that I get in the WA community! You are all very nice and very knowledgeable! I really appreciate all of you!

Well, off to finish my next class!! I've got this! I do!!

Keep on swimming!!

Lorraine