Some of you I have talked to. You have all been a great support system.
Basis I lost my job of 18 years, lost paid off house, paid off car, relocated due to all of this hell I had no control of. I am a country girl now living way to close to Philly. I have been here since I lost everything. (Lost job 2/2014)
This whole process has been devastating. I have never truly needed to be a fish searching in the job market. I had a full time job most of my adult life. THE SAME JOB. If I needed more money as a single mother I new people to get extra hours elsewhere.
I am now here... nothing to truly call my own... But proud... I could of taken so many other avenues. I watch and talk to others and... the spiral of drugs and drinking just isn't fruitful. Glass I chose self growth.
In conclusion I am still the only drug free grandchild of my amazing grandmother. A promise given to her years before she left is. She labeled me in her sweet old voice "the only white sheep in the family" as we ate fresh cherry tomatoes we just picked on our old porch at the farmhouse. We ate them like popcorn. ♡
This woman writ8ng this is so overly excited to say... tho internet has been the fruitful endever I had hoped "yet". This lady of strength and wisdom and complete self worth has finally found a full time job.
EXHALE.... Sweet Jesus.
That is all... Thanks for reading. I wish you all the very best.
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