In Memorandum.
Sadly,
It is that time of the year. The event of my lost brothers birthday comes upon me soon. Passed on at only 36, I now am 7 years without him alongside me. These times are proving most difficult, and I feel keenly the lack of his advice and wisdom. Having traveled such a long road prior to him passing has left me with an empty place in my heart which I feel will never heal. This time is especially difficult as his birthday was when we celebrated our bond.
Additionally, I am currently at minus 9 days until the bank foreclose on the house as I still have no job and cant pay the mortgage. My computer has died, I am using public ones, and my phone has no credit so finding a job will now be exceedingly difficult. To top things off, NZ is in Level 2 lockdowns, so no one is hiring due to contact refusal laws.
My wife is under so much stress, our relationship has taken a severe downturn, and our beautiful baby girl is upset most of the time because mum is as well. I am using all of my knowledge to help, and hope for a positive outcome, however feel I have to prepare her for further worsening of our situation and know she will fully breakdown when we lose the home we spent so long fighting and sacrificing for.
Sadly, I may have to leave the crew here, as without access to computer capability I won't be able to keep up with the training.
I sincerely hope no one else ever finds themselves in this situation, it is quite the load to bow under.
Kindest regards
BK
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Nigel I am very sorry to hear of your troubles. I don't know where you live but maybe I can help. At one time when I was in a real bind I started a business painting the house numbers on th curbs in fromt of houses. Helps the police, firemen or pizza delivery guy find your house quicker.
Charge $20 a job. There is a tutorial on how to do it and scale it into a $200 to $400 a day business.. The only cost would be some cans pf spray paint and some cheap number stencils and you could even make the stencils yourself from cardboard.
Instructions are at https://laptopjobsite.com/how-to-earn-painting-curbs-with-house-numbers/ There is no charge for it although when I get around to it I plan to write an ebook abount it and charge $29.95
Good luck to you. I hope that helps. If you start tomorrow you can have money in your pocket by the next day and most people pay in cash.
I’m sorry to hear about your situation, things will get better for you. Keep the faith and your chin up. There are better days coming. 🌟
So sorry to hear about all your issues, it must be terribly stressful for you. I can fully understand why you need to leave WA, but remember that if you can manage to get back your website will be held for 60 days. But make sure you make a copy or move it to another hosting platform so that you can still let it hopefully start earning for you.
Hang in there, Kevin! I have been there before, and to cope with it, I live ONE day at a time, not worrying about impending doom, but rather figuring out how to use the current day to its fullest! As you well know, we are not guaranteed another! Ultimately, you never know what is around the next corner! Anything can--and often does--happen! You and your family are in my prayers!
🙏🙏🙏
Jeff
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Hi Kevin,
My heart goes out to you my friend. these are indeed stressful times. Though your tunnel is long, there is always light at the end. Just know that although you might not be able to see that light because of the length of the tunnel, there is a light at the end of it. Keeping you in my thoughts and prayers my friend.
Greg