A Beginner's Feelings during 1 Day Off
Do I deserve this?
Yeah! I know it's a stupid question, but hear me out and scold me later!
It's a really common question and it can ruin lives if we answer it with a "No".
I Almost did that mistake during that 1 Day Off. >< (I know it's really lame!) When I started (2,5 day ago XD) I felt like I'm doing the right thing! Finally! I was(am) so Happy! Supportive people who try to help you in any way they can, really helpful lessons to make all this effort profitable.
I'm not used to this. To be honest. Anyway! Back to the topic!
When I woke up, I felt Happy. I can see myself Successful after all those unpleasant school years. And then I saw the emptiness in my fridge. So I went to the Grocery Store. On my way I didn't look up to see other people's faces. I was in my Happy World! I found my classmate after years, we talked with a smile on our faces! (She's gonna be a police woman!! ^^) Congratulated each other and we said our good byes. I bought the things I wanted, then on my way home I was more aware of my surroundings( for whatever reason..:/)
Then I saw the people's faces... Mostly all of them was tired, angry, sad. I started thinking... Every one of them has their own life, decisions, path. I'm not gonna lie, this made me depressed when I saw they not doing the right thing for them-self...
And I was stupid enough to ask Myself; Do I deserve this? Do I deserve happiness? Maybe I should stop doing this..
Then I thought it through; What would I do if not this? What would be my life look like? Answer:Miserable.
So yeah! I snapped out of it and I'm doing my soon-to-be full-time job! :D Thank you for reading it! You can scold me now!
Be successful every day!
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⭐️ hi Anika & welcome to Wealthy Affiliate Starter!
yes, you can do this -- absolutely! ... 😊
appreciate you having the courage and gumption to share your feelings & experience with WA to date -- we're all in the same boat together ...
take it step by step and ask lots of questions to help clarify any 'fuzziness' and also to confirm your learning & understanding of the tasks & lessons along the way ...
enjoy the amazing WA journey to success!
all the very best, cheerio ... 🎈
Aww! You guys give me so much credit! I didn't do much though to deserve these comments! >< I just learning how to delete/edit the "dummy content" on my website..
Hi Anika
For someone with so-called low self-esteem- you are right on point for success
you have made a choice to live life on your terms and I commend you for this
Yes, it takes time and hard but hey what great thing was built over nite
You for girl and all the very best
We are here to support you and if you get stuck just holla as we will answer
Vicki
You have a positive attitude so I am not going to scold you by any means. You just stay positive and you will be fine. Keep on keeping on and don't quit or give up because then you are giving up on yourself and that is not right.
Mary
Sounds like a great mindset. You will achieve great things with the right attitude. Of course this wonderful website is full of great training and plenty of people to encourage you all the way.
Anika,
We cannot be responsible for other people only ourselves
by doing what you are doing you can change some of those
people's lives by blogging and setting up a website to help
them find the happiness you now have :)
Stay happy and smart do this because you CAN!
Susan
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Awww no sense in scolding you, Anika. We all have those doubtful feelings sometimes, but we just have to shake them off and know that great things are on the horizon to the destiny before you. You are on your true path to success, and I wish you all the best! Nice post and happy to connect.
Erin :)!