Couldnt sleep last night - living on my own terms
Last night I went to bed pretty late and thought I would have had a good night sleep, but the unusual happened. I could not sleep. I woke up about two thirty am and looked outside. It was extremely dark. The moon was not visible in the sky and everything was still. Not even my husband stirred in his bed.
My head was buzzing with excitement and plans for the website I am creating. What a wonderful feeling. Things are becoming clearer to me as to how things are structured and I am learning new things like what a widget is and how to install it. It took me a little while but I got it, with the help of some brilliant minds here at wealthy affiliates.
I also embedded my first video ever into a page. Imagine my excitement? I actually worked. I was creating a page as I wanted it. Such great accomplishment and the satisfaction it brings with it can be all too overwhelming. This is good because these small accomplishments are catalysts that drive a creator.
For too long I have put my first passion (writing) on the backburner with the notion that with a steady job I could achieve all or most of the things I needed. I was right and I was wrong.
Feeling satisfaction and freedom like I am feeling now, made me realize that there is nothing in the world as great as being a creator with the mind and ability to reach my goals on my own terms. No, not my bosses, my very own terms.
Today as the day is breaking I look forward to learning something new and exciting. Putting a new slant on things and doing something new and different, is all I have on my mind. So off to work I go; to the little workstation in my bedroom; with all the excitement of yesterday and the anticipation of obtaining great success, having finally being able to truly embrace my writing.
Thank You wealthy Affiliates
Claudeth
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i also have the same feeling of not being able to sleep because I need to get something done for my site and learning my way through the lessons step by step - Adel :)
Claudeth, I'm happy for you. Sometimes when we dig deep within our selves we realize that God has place that in us. Now you can write about what is deep down in your heart, as expression to others.
Claudeth, I've had the same experience a time or two. It's like God is trying to get a message to you. That's just his way of getting your attention.
Claudeth, are you familiar with Universal Law? How energy flows downhill like a waterfall. My energy can flow from me through you into someone else whose connected. God bless you!
It is very exciting to learn something new. I still remember how happy I was the first time I published my website.
Nice post.
aaaaw I love this post and the honesty expressed! It truly is a great thing to see something you've thought up in your head come to life! I'm right there with you in the excitement!!
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I agree with there being nothing as great as being a creator. I'm the same. I love writing. Being my own boss is the ideal way to go. All the best in your efforts.