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I've written so much about how excited I was to get pregnant and make enough to stay home with my baby... then it wound up that I was pregnant with twins and it would be TWO babies... and now unfortunately it's no babies.
Things in life don't always (sometimes I wonder if they ever) go as planned. It's moments like these that I try to convince myself that it happened for a reason; that they wouldn't have had a good quality of life, that they wouldn't have been healthy or happy and that's why they were brought to a better place. It's hard to stomach these thoughts when there are so many children born in loveless relationships, or children terminated or born that are unwanted, but there's a bigger plan for all of us and unfortunately we're not given the road map.
That being said, now more than ever I want to have some type of control over my life when it comes to how I decide to spend my time and with whom. We may not necessarily know what the outcome of each day will hold, but there is action that all of us can take so that we don't have to worry about a roof over our heads or food in our stomach, or getting laid off when things at work get slow. I don't want to look back on this time in my life and realize that I never finished anything I started. I know this works, I know there are thousands of people that make their livings online, and if they can do it I can do it too. And so can you.
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Hi Elise. You have had some of life's curve balls early. You sound though like you are very strong and full of conviction and for that I applaud you! Control over life is fleeting at best. We do what we can do and that is all we can do. We are all part of this wonderful family at WA. All walks of life are here. However; everyone is helping each other reach for their dreams and goals. The courses are world class, there is support, care and guidance. This family is a safe haven and within its arms you will prosper my friend.
Hey Elise
Sorry for experiencing such a scenario. It reminded me of the same thing I went through after announcing of the coming of our second born and something happened
You are special and yes there's a reason to it
Your approach will take you far and you never know how many people will benefit from your presence and experience
For that moment you were their mum, they were well loved and that's something anyone can never dispute
Hi Elise.
I'm really sorry to hear your news. Nothing ever prepares you for this happening - we know.
Our deepest sympathy, and best wishes to you and your husband. As you suggest, you never know what tomorrow will bring - so why not make the most of what you have today.
Mark
Oh, my heart bleeds for you. I had this happen too. It is so disappointing and heartbreaking. I will be saying prayers for you.