My Last of the Good Life
.I will Miss It all
It has been so educational for me being with Wealthy Affiliate. I have learn lots of things and taken lots of notes because, I don’t ever remember anything. I regret I didn’t talk more to people but, I tried to read but, I went to sleep. Then I would be at computer I would wake up start again. I often deleted things I shouldn’t of. This is my last entry of the good life here at Wealthy Affiliate.
Jay, so sorry I missed your program the last couple of times. I had good intention. I forgot. I was sleeping. I was under lots of stress. All the above and then some, I think.
I New something was wrong for a long, long time but, doctors just brush it off as too much caffeine. Well that’s suppose to help keep you awake not put you to sleep. They would say sleep regular hours, get more sleep. How does that help you not be tried? Then blood test. Need vitamins for muscles strengthen? Thyroid problem maybe. I don’t think they know a lot either its hit and miss.
Yes, I know I have been so positive for so long. Now, I am not so positive. I am one mad upset, disappointed, discussed lady. But, I have come to terms with this. I have had to drop out of Wealthy Affiliate. I gave my Plastic Worm business away so sad. I have to quit all my jobs with people I think of as family. This is a lot to handle at on time but, no I guess not, I am no longer going to be driving either.
I found out I now have Narcolepsy. I also, have concussions because I get better then, today; I walk off my daughter’s bed while I was dusting the window ledge. I miss the chair at the bottom of the bed and flipped it. Hit my head and hip bone on the chair. So, while staying on ground I later went in computer room stepped over a box and fell smack in the door edge with my HEAD. I have a huge bump. I hit the same spot as before. I also have Restless leg syndrome. It has been so hard for me this past month and a half. I have had no meds for my sleepiness. I had to be off all meds to undergo test. Now we are trying to get meds but no go yet. They are still hashing it over. I hope something gets settled soon. This is crazy stuff I go threw. Up and down I never know.
Also, last night My Mother in law Elaine passed away. She had a stroke last Friday.
The most I am regretting about this whole deal is not being able to go when I want. I can’t help my Mother anymore. I was the only one there for her. Now I can’t find a solution to this. I know it’s in front of me. I also am not allowed to stay alone with my grandchildren anymore. I have to have a body guard I call it.
So, where is positive here. I don’t know I’m angry about all this. I am an independent person. I take care of others not the other way. And then tell me no grandchildren alone with some one. Some one always checking on me to make sure I don’t burn the house down or supper. Because I have to have a body guard to cook too.
I’m sure there is more this is enough.
My life isn’t over by any means. Even If I might not remember it all. I still can find a way to function.
I will figure it out. I am just hurt now. I know in my heart things are great. So don’t feel sorry for me. I hope each and every one can find some positive and grow with it. Make it happen. Life is what you make it.
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Aw, Connie. My heart goes out to you! I can help you with all these emotions. I practice EFT (Emotional Freedom Technique). Please send me a PM if you are interested. We can set up time for a Skype call.
Talking about the bumps and other things and have so few spelling/typing errors shows that concentration is 100%
Which means that the positive steps are there to take.
Go for it