Smile with hope

bybluemagic64

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4 years ago

Don't let anyone else erase your brilliant smile

World that full of lies, the worst things and dangerous one we tell our selves who we are. Honest to others, kind and extending our helping hand without a doubt. But, we didn't realize the more we help them, the worst results we got sometimes.

In this Blog I only wanted to share few things I have had surpass last week. More than a week again that I always cry, stress, and frustrated. Try to carry this hide and entertain myself. Make busy traveling far from a distance in a 430 miles drove back in Fort. Driving alone in a long winding road in a bad weather. My heart betting so fast to know if for in case the big storm has a tornado lay under of it. " After" day the next two days I traveled again in the same place. Glad the weather so bright and smiling, no storm that day. I went fishing, yes fishing. I caught my first fish that I kept a walleye with 18.5 long. Three throw it back to the water.

That moment give me a big smile like what in previous picture back 2 years ago while traveling South in a 498 miles drive.

Not anymore and maybe not gonna happened at all. The property already sold out when both them are gone( my in law). The properties that my husband and I want to buy and wanted to move, the place that full of pecan trees, apples and others that the base line surrounded with Lilies flowering yellow, tulips and Irish. Fishpond pond that a lot of fish like big mouth bass, crappies, sun fish and blue gills.

Back to the topic I wanted to share, my sister gone two surgeries that I shoulder 90% of her bills. My Country Philippines not the same as in United State that the Hospital will accept you, without any cash out for deposit or co-pay. The hospital in here they don't let you to stay longer instead they will discharge the patient. Not unlike in my Country they will hold.you cannot pay off your bills.

I didn't anticipate that her bills times three as what I was expected. Because of the Covid-19 virus all the instruments, gadget and others they charge twice as much the price. Her bills reaches more than 10K US dollars not including the medicines and other things bought outside the hospital. I weren't. able going to work for two days. Put up a fundraiser, posted in social Media, contact some political and radio anchor in my Country to ask some help. The fundraiser click that I gathered helps most from my co-Filipino friends. But the politics in my Country the has a Foundation never heard them back yet. Some Government Agencies has no budget like the DWSD and the PCSO. The governor of the City helps a little. He is from my home town. I really don't want to asked help but I need too. And it works because they know I offer also my services/help without any return.

My two young men hospitalized one of them last April with a week of interval. The time that covid-19 virus in the high peak. Too much crying also I do have had, stress and worried.

My youngest one sent to the ER from the clinic that day. I was thinking that he is positive to covid-19. Too many procedures has done to him. "While" oldest one three times back in fort in different clinic since he got an eye virus that the first medicine irritating him and feels burning. He was crying like a young boy of too much pain. Our house in between the huge hospital in this City. Just waiting in the parking lot and sometimes when home to charging my phone. Visitors not allowed going in because of the covid-19.

All their bills arrived the youngest one bills amounted to 11K US dollars that so far need to pay 200 hundreds and the 11K still under process by insurance. "While" older one just only the co-pay.

The finally, at long last my sister discharge now. Hoping, she is getting better in her home. My sister is a single Mom with no permanent job. She was surgeries in Gallbladder and in her intestines.

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Yours Truly,

Nila :) :) :)