Pinched my nose and took the plunge to PREMIUM!

byAMracevic

182 followers

11 years ago

I'm beyond excited...and nervous....and may need to sit down! I know I only spent $20 but this is not my first rodeo. This is not the first time I've signed up for something, for some negligable amount of money, and I'm terrified it will be the same as before! Although I am slowly getting rid of that fear - it still lingers in the back of my mind....did i just waste my money? It takes me 1.5 hours to earn $20 - did I just throw that away when I could have bought food or put gas in my car?

To be honest, I haven't even told my boyfriend I'm doing this. I'm worried he will lovingly tell me I'm taking on too much again, and that I should just stick to building my own business in "real" life....I don't blame him - he's watched me take on several projects, and none of them have been very fruitful. Not for a lack of trying, I believe it is as simple as a lack of knowing! So I am keeping this on the DL for now - I'm going to let myself enjoy the ride and learn and earn as I go. I want to tell him about it after I earn enough to take us away for a weekend somewhere. I want to surprise him with success and let him know the fact that he has believed in me and had my back all this time has not gone unnoticed! And most of all, I want to see the look on his face when I tell him I'm doing this so we can BOTH quit wasting time working a job!

I am really grateful for everyone's support and love and feedback - I can't wait to make you all proud! This should get interesting - bring it on! :)