On the Fence
I've come to the end of my first month which started with lots of excitement and activity, but then kind of fizzled as I struggled with self doubt, financial troubles, and illness. There was a long period when I didn't write, study, or even log into the site. Then, I had some computer troubles and got to the end of the month without having made any money from any source. I'm moving into February with so much anxiety and fear.
I thought I might alleviate some of the anxious feelings by canceling my membership. I don't want to and I think there is a lot of benefit for me as a social media manager to really understand how to drive traffic and make money online.
I guess, what I'm really struggling with is, too many goals, and not enough organization to handle them. If I had a regular income I might have some more wiggle room, some space to make mistakes.
Just some thoughts for today.
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Hi, Leslie!
I totally understand how you feel, and I'm sorry for your illness and financial troubles. But I want to encourage you, it's just for a moment, it will pass...
Cristina
Hi Leslie, what you're feeling is normal. For many people, anywhere between the 1-3 months is the difficult stage where they are doubtful and asking themselves if they're doing the right thing.
I do promise that if you're following the training, you are going in the right direction and even though you aren't doing it as much as you like, that's ok. All the work you put in stays and when you resume, it resumes from the last point, not the beginning.
I do hope you feel better!