Lost as a Teen

Been there done that! I know what it's like to feel lost in this big wide world, to not feel loved and feel like a burden or just not fitting in. Then 'He' shows up. The promises are made.'He' will love you. 'He' will take care of you. 'He' will be there for you. 'He' will make you feel good. 'He' will clothe you. 'He' will feed you. 'He' will protect you. Sounds nice, doesn't it? Just what you are looking for. Comfort and love. 'He' seems like a fun person too. Why not? You're not getting any of those things from your family or friends. It's a wonderful thought... 'He' is. You feel loved by 'Him'. You feel like 'He' is the one. You feel on top of the world. You're in love. You would do anything for 'Him'. 'He' entices you into 'His' world. 'He' buys you clothes, and feeds you in nice places and gives you 'love'. Then when you're hooked, 'He' changes. 'He becomes sadistical. 'He' wants you to do things for 'Him' that you would never think of. But because there is that 'love' you have for 'Him', you do it. You hate what you're doing but you do it to show 'Him' that you love 'Him'. Then when you don't match what 'He' wants from you, 'He' (the one you 'love') begins to beat you. You accept it, thinking that you probably deserved it and you will "do better next time" What's next? You realize you don't want this but you can't get away for fear of your life. But you 'love' 'Him' even though 'He' beats you. 'He still shows you'love'. Keep an eye on this blog to learn more...